drop it. let it go.
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it is official. i have officially given up on the venture. hit the last straw today. this is it. many years i went on this path in search of something - a dream, a vision. i gave my all, my heart body and soul.
on this day, i have decided to drop it for good. let it go.
i do not wish to carry this any more. move on. life has to go on. i have to move on. i am moving on.
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Are u moving out of a realtionship?
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good for u
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it isn't a relationship. it's a personal pursuit, an obsession which i held and wrestled with for many years. today i have decided to let it go. my heart is dead. i consider myself to have died this day.
today onwards, i will carry on living but only as a zombie. i will live only because the breath has not been taken away from me. i have not felt alive for a long time liao. once i was dead. then i spent tremendous effort pulling myself out of the valley of the dead. now i am back in it again. maybe it's a problem with me. i must have done something very wrong in my past lives to deserve this. my only wish now is for this life to pass on quickly. so life, have it your way and be done quickly with me. finish it off asap. thank you.
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Wow. I used to feel like you. Dont be discouraged, one day life will be better.
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Originally posted by koet:
it is official. i have officially given up on the venture. hit the last straw today. this is it. many years i went on this path in search of something - a dream, a vision. i gave my all, my heart body and soul.
on this day, i have decided to drop it for good. let it go.
i do not wish to carry this any more. move on. life has to go on. i have to move on. i am moving on.
bro,there so many married sluts waiting to be fuck.enjoy them 1st.once u have enuff,go hospital n asked for lethal injection.btw,wat business were u doing?hand it over to me,i will make it into a multy million dollar business
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personal pursuit = porn addiction?
cos mine is
pedo porn addiction
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A life is not counted by what you achieve but what you do with what you've got. I don't have much but I know I do my best and my best is what I count as the greatest thing I have ever did. Sometimes I don't get what I ask for but as it turns out, I felt that what I ended doing is even more interesting than what I desired to do in the first place. Open you mind and let yourself do more than just what you desire to do, don't be narrow minded.
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oh man, sounds so sad..anyway you can try focusing on doing stuffs you enjoy that can bring your thoughts away or embark on a new relationship which can give you a new meaning towards life :)
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why did you give up? is it because there wasn't any support and no results were produced?
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Life is never fair...
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Actually , we can live life bit by bit.We can start an interesting project , one after the other,the result is not important but the satisfaction is.This small personal project will continue into bigger personal pursuit and even bigger surprising achievements.Try it lah.
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Originally posted by langer68:
Actually , we can live life bit by bit.We can start an interesting project , one after the other,the result is not important but the satisfaction is.This small personal project will continue into bigger personal pursuit and even bigger surprising achievements.Try it lah.
thanks langer68 and to all for your suggestions.
i am just very frustrated at how my life has turned out. i hate how i am gradually evolving into as a person in terms of ability, outlook and passion in life. all the good qualities which i used to be proud of are eroded and wasted. i have become negative, closed and jaded and the standard of my skills has dropped. i feel sad.
if a person is an instrument for a larger purpose, then i must be such a lousy and unworthy instrument that God has abandoned me and cast me aside as a useless piece of junk unfit for any worthwhile use.
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One cannot live on love and fresh air alone.
Life is surreal.
