fuck life

• missqi

  10 Nov 06, 20:40

  Finally met my mother after 13 damned years on Wednesday, and I can't tell Dad, because this has to be kept a secret.
  Mama told me that my maternal grandmother is 80+ now, and she suffered from a stroke 4 years ago, and is bedridden.
  I thought I'd go visit her tomorrow.
  Then Mama and I would go tell her about our reunion.
  fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck .
  Ah ma passed away today.
  Fate makes sport of us humans.
  WTF.
  
• xiaosotong

  10 Nov 06, 20:41

  Originally posted by missqi:

  Finally met my mother after 13 damned years on Wednesday, and I can't tell Dad, because this has to be kept a secret.
  Mama told me that my maternal grandmother is 80+ now, and she suffered from a stroke 4 years ago, and is bedridden.
  I thought I'd go visit her tomorrow.
  Then Mama and I would go tell her about our reunion.
  fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck .
  Ah ma passed away today.
  Fate makes sport of us humans.
  WTF.
  

  aw..
• Ito_^

  10 Nov 06, 20:42

  why has to be a secret?
• browniebaobao

  10 Nov 06, 20:43

  my condolences missqi.
  
  life is so unpredictable.
  
  If u know that there's something u haven do, better do it than to wait till tmr, coz u wun know there will be another chance tmr.
• DriftingGuy

  10 Nov 06, 20:44

  
  Hang in there
• missqi

  10 Nov 06, 20:44

  thanks bbb.
  Ito: they divorced. messy divorce. very complicated. dad hates mama. and dont know lah. he hates her to the core.
• xiaosotong

  10 Nov 06, 20:45

  bu yao ku
  *bao bao*
  
  are u close wif ur grandma?
• missqi

  10 Nov 06, 20:46

  i cant even cry.
  dad'll ask abt the alr swollen eyes.
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• missqi

  10 Nov 06, 20:49

  Originally posted by xiaosotong:

  bu yao ku
  *bao bao*
  
  are u close wif ur grandma?

  i havent seen her in 13 yrs and was supp to see her ytd.
• xiaosotong

  10 Nov 06, 20:52

  Originally posted by missqi:

  i havent seen her in 13 yrs and was supp to see her ytd.

  
• Ito_^

  10 Nov 06, 20:53

  Originally posted by missqi:

  thanks bbb.
  Ito: they divorced. messy divorce. very complicated. dad hates mama. and dont know lah. he hates her to the core.

  ic.. hopefully in the near future he can let you openly meet your mom.
• BrUtUs

  10 Nov 06, 20:55

  Originally posted by missqi:

  Finally met my mother after 13 damned years on Wednesday, and I can't tell Dad, because this has to be kept a secret.
  Mama told me that my maternal grandmother is 80+ now, and she suffered from a stroke 4 years ago, and is bedridden.
  I thought I'd go visit her tomorrow.
  Then Mama and I would go tell her about our reunion.
  fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck .
  Ah ma passed away today.
  Fate makes sport of us humans.
  WTF.
  

  jz be at her funeral and pay ur respect... now cherish ur mum lo... so how u found her?
• browniebaobao

  10 Nov 06, 20:56

  Originally posted by missqi:

  i cant even cry.
  dad'll ask abt the alr swollen eyes.
  fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck f
  ck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

  hugs*
  
  sayang sayang~
  
  hush hush..
  
  Sheng li si bie is part and parcel of life.
  
  ur grandma is not totally gone, she's still in your heart.
  
  Be strong.
• missqi

  10 Nov 06, 20:56

  Originally posted by BrUtUs:

  jz be at her funeral and pay ur respect... now cherish ur mum lo... so how u found her?

  uh.
  her friend's son found my blog, then my friendster ....
  i live 3 busstops away fr her office.
  so yeah.
• BrUtUs

  10 Nov 06, 20:59

  Originally posted by missqi:

  uh.
  her friend's son found my blog, then my friendster ....
  i live 3 busstops away fr her office.
  so yeah.

  ok, go out grab a drink with some frens lo... pay ur mum visits daily too as she might be very sad......
• xiaosotong

  10 Nov 06, 20:59

  Originally posted by missqi:

  uh.
  her friend's son found my blog, then my friendster ....
  i live 3 busstops away fr her office.
  so yeah.

  at least u found ur marmi.
• ^spidee^

  10 Nov 06, 21:00

  My condolences.
• missqi

  10 Nov 06, 21:06

  
• xiaosotong

  10 Nov 06, 21:08

  Originally posted by missqi:

  

  yi ding yao zhen xi her
  hope time will heal
• BrUtUs

  10 Nov 06, 21:09

  Originally posted by missqi:

  

  tink of it tis way, she has left this crappy world liao n can finally rest in peace... and should could be suffering in pain lo so better for her not to hold on to it liao...
• jaydunkfull

  11 Nov 06, 01:46

  my condolences...stay strong and be optimistic, glad that you are reunited with your mom after so long
• Bontakun

  11 Nov 06, 01:48

  Originally posted by missqi:

  thanks bbb.
  Ito: they divorced. messy divorce. very complicated. dad hates mama. and dont know lah. he hates her to the core.

  At least you get to see your mum. I dun even get to see my biological dad ever since I was 4.
  
  And my condolences to your grandmother.
• PointBlue

  11 Nov 06, 02:01

  
• missqi

  11 Nov 06, 02:13

  thanks everyone.
  
• gingerbreadman

  11 Nov 06, 02:20

  *HUGZ*