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Disappointment has always been a part of my life...
I called him again today...just wanted to talk to him. We met yesterday for a while and I thought I would give him a short call this morning...i dun plan to talk long or anything because I know he is really busy. Just a simple call to wish him good morning...that's all...
He picked up the phone and just when I was about to talk, he asked who is this and I told him that it was me. Then he sounded really irritated, said he was busy and put the phone down. I was left with the phone ringtone at the other end. Then he msged me...asked me why I have been messaging him so much these few days. I told him..I had not. I have hardly talked to him in fact...like only once or twice for the past few days. Then he asked why am I so free? i said I do not have exams until next week...then he said he was busy and asked me to stop bothering him.
Since when did I become a pest? And is asking someone if they want to go to dinner and lunch too much?
I can't even begin to describe how I felt. Just when I started to trust him too. So I said fine, I would stop messaging him. I said I would never ever message him or go out with him again. He only looked for me when he wants someone to accompany him. I am such a fool.
After so many failure and I have not learned my lesson. I would not trust my heart with anyone again. I would not trust love again. [Damn, I am crying. Again.]
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Failure makes one stronger..Learn from ur past mistakes, don't repeat again..Don't lose ur trust in love..Because it is love that makes the world beautiful..In our life, we will surely go through ups and downs..That is when we will learn and grow..Treat this as another lesson and learn from it..
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I just dun understand..what mistake did I make? Cos he was nice to me, so I thought I would try to be nice to him as well...is it wrong to show that i care?Originally posted by *Lord Kang*:Failure makes one stronger..Learn from ur past mistakes, don't repeat again..Don't lose ur trust in love..Because it is love that makes the world beautiful..In our life, we will surely go through ups and downs..That is when we will learn and grow..Treat this as another lesson and learn from it..
Don't ever lose hope in something...
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Sounds like he's got someone else..
classic signs like the hanging up and follow up sms..
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i'm sorry to read this
maybe take time... lots of time to heal.. to concentrate on your work.. maybe in time you will be able to accept another who will treat you well and put you on a pedestal like all loved ladies should be..
in the meantime, be well yah?
even when we've not met, my heart goes out to you....
i really hope you will be well.. even offered you a prayer at Mass a while ago, that you'll be well...
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I dun think he has anyone else. He just told me that he needs to concentrate on his work.Originally posted by LeftBallBigger:Sounds like he's got someone else..
classic signs like the hanging up and follow up sms..
take it easy
Yea, I would leave him alone from now on. He is not even in my friends' list anymore.
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He has problems of his own, probably big enough to keep him pissed and irritated. Its the kind of time he simply doesn't like company nor people bothering him, no matter how simple the gesture. Because at this current point of time, I am feeling the same way too. Every little thing of little concern is nothing but pure frustration. Just leave him alone. When he's ready, he'll open up and talk again. The more you pressure him now, he'll just blow.
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thanks BearOriginally posted by the Bear:i'm sorry to read this
maybe take time... lots of time to heal.. to concentrate on your work.. maybe in time you will be able to accept another who will treat you well and put you on a pedestal like all loved ladies should be..
in the meantime, be well yah?
even when we've not met, my heart goes out to you....
i really hope you will be well.. even offered you a prayer at Mass a while ago, that you'll be well...
again, maybe concentrate on your work, be friends with people and just be that for a while..
Sumtimes I think people in here are kinder to me that the people around me in real life.
I have been trying to take it easy. I have watched like 3 movies today because I was trying to stop thinking of him, so that I can escape into another world. When the movie ended, I would start crying again.
My roomie and her bf are laughing in the background. Suddenly hearing their laughter makes me feel so alone, and worst of all, lonely.
i dunno why I am hurt times and again...I am so tired...I dun think I have the courage to try anymore...
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u had done nothing wrong n stop searching for the answer... easy said than done though
do something else or maybe plan another outing for sgforumites
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this is not failure, this is life experience.
well, i wish yunhaier is around
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He has the guts to go read my blog...I wrote abt what happened today and I just found out he is reading it. Goddammnit. I am going to go make that entry private now.Originally posted by ditzy:He has problems of his own, probably big enough to keep him pissed and irritated. Its the kind of time he simply doesn't like company nor people bothering him, no matter how simple the gesture. Because at this current point of time, I am feeling the same way too. Every little thing of little concern is nothing but pure frustration. Just leave him alone. When he's ready, he'll open up and talk again. The more you pressure him now, he'll just blow.
I will never, ever talk to him again. He has no right to get angry with me even when he is in a bad mood. I was after all trying to show my concern. So yea. I wun care anymore. Everytime when I try, people will just start to take me for granted.
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I don't think this is the appropriate thread to make my comment on the above statement at this particular point of time huh?Originally posted by icyprincess:Sumtimes I think people in here are kinder to me that the people around me in real life.
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It is not wrong to show that u care..There can be many reasons to why he is treating u this way..Maybe he is really busy or something is bothering him laterly that everything and everybody seems irritating to him..Try to find out if there is anything bothering him or not..If there is nothing and he just treating u this way..No point crying over him..He doesn't even appreciate the things u are doing for him..Originally posted by icyprincess:I just dun understand..what mistake did I make? Cos he was nice to me, so I thought I would try to be nice to him as well...is it wrong to show that i care?
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how u know he is reading it?Originally posted by icyprincess:He has the guts to go read my blog...I wrote abt what happened today and I just found out he is reading it. Goddammnit. I am going to go make that entry private now.
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I am working on something else now...but sometimes these thoughts will start in my head and I would end up hating myself for trusting someone so easily...Originally posted by xiao_p:u had done nothing wrong n stop searching for the answer... easy said than done though
do something else or maybe plan another outing for sgforumites
I am a stupid fool.
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Well I have a tracker and the IP address of his PC showed up in that tracker...Originally posted by SnowFlag:how u know he is reading it?
so he must have visited my page. And from what I see, he has visited it at least 7 times today at different times. Maybe he wanted to see how hurt I am after that comment made by him.
If he is so busy, why does he still have time to keep checking on my blog???
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I dunno. I dun wan to find out. How to find out when he already told me to bug off?Originally posted by *Lord Kang*:It is not wrong to show that u care..There can be many reasons to why he is treating u this way..Maybe he is really busy or something is bothering him laterly that everything and everybody seems irritating to him..Try to find out if there is anything bothering him or not..If there is nothing and he just treating u this way..No point crying over him..He doesn't even appreciate the things u are doing for him..
I have my own pride too. And he has scarred it. And I will not forgive him for that.
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He realised he might have hurt you with his words, so he knows the last place you would probably share your woe is there. But like any other guy, he won't tell you.Originally posted by icyprincess:Well I have a tracker and the IP address of his PC showed up in that tracker...
so he must have visited my page. And from what I see, he has visited it at least 7 times today at different times. Maybe he wanted to see how hurt I am after that comment made by him.
If he is so busy, why does he still have time to keep checking on my blog???
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no one is stupid but will always be a fool in love
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yea he wun tell but he doesnt know i can find out.Originally posted by ditzy:He realised he might have hurt you with his words, so he knows the last place you would probably share your woe is there. But like any other guy, he won't tell you.
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it is just that I seem to make more mistake in this than anyone else...Originally posted by xiao_p:no one is stupid but will always be a fool in love
so stop calling urself stupid!
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Everyone makes mistakesOriginally posted by icyprincess:it is just that I seem to make more mistake in this than anyone else...
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How do you know you made more mistakes than anyone else? You have a checklist?Originally posted by icyprincess:it is just that I seem to make more mistake in this than anyone else...
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haha... u wanna betOriginally posted by icyprincess:it is just that I seem to make more mistake in this than anyone else...
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anyway take gd care of urself -
just go through your time there and concentrate on your work and studies...
maybe in time, you'll be ready and there'll be someone who will treat you like a princess