hmm..i dunno sia..suddenly i feel like i have a lot of differences with him...as in now i m not even sure if i really love him..there are too many differences between us..as in the things we like, our characters, my needs, his needs, etc..
mebbe what I felt for him before i snot really love..just need sum affection and he happened to show it to me a few days ago...had thought i wud be happy..but mebbe dats a wrong reason to try to love sumone...
if he asks me to be his gf this weekend...i mite reject..i dun even know what to think anymore..just dat i feel extremely, extremely tired...i m tired of trying, of always having to be the one to put in efforts...the whole thing is just like a vicious cycle that never ends...
i.c.y
u are thinking too much
aren't you supposed to be studying or sleeping??
i tend to think too much when i m stressed...
i m going to sleep soon...
i.c.y
Well, sometimes we put too much effort in chasing that elusive thing called love. why don't u concentrate on something else that you should or want to do(besides love relationships)?
It is true that love can do great things, but it is not true that ONLY with love, that great things will happen.
If you must know, I would never have a been a (good) photographer if i never fell out of love almost 3 years ago. In hindsight, i'm SO DAMN GLAD i did fall out of love then. Seriously....
nite nite!
LIVE for urself........ not for others.......