the feeling of waitng...
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the feeling of waiting...
for that call...
for that message...
pure torture..
when it never comes, i feel like crying but i cudn't seem to cry...
i feel the anger boiling in me yet nobody understands...
i wan to scream but there is no more voice left in me...
why is God so unfair to me? just when i tot i have found sumone who really loves me...mebbe he does not after all....
he makes me feel vulnurable and insecure...mebbe i shud not get involved after all.
falling in love requires too much courage..i m afraid i dun have that much left...i have been scarred too many times...
i.c.y -
is he busy now?
or maybe, you're too anxious?
it is said a watched kettle never boils...
hopefully, he'll call soon... -
i dunno...i hinted to him i wanted him to call me for dinner yesterday he said okie...i dunno if he is busy or not lor...but busy oso still have to eat right...Originally posted by the Bear:is he busy now?
or maybe, you're too anxious?
it is said a watched kettle never boils...
hopefully, he'll call soon...
i can't stand waiting...mebbe he already went for dinner...i m so hungry...
i.c.y -
call him instead!
and feast with him!
Originally posted by icyprincess:i dunno...i hinted to him i wanted him to call me for dinner yesterday he said okie...i dunno if he is busy or not lor...but busy oso still have to eat right...
i can't stand waiting...mebbe he already went for dinner...i m so hungry...
i.c.y -
called oledi lor...nobody is home..Originally posted by the Bear:call him instead!
and feast with him!
mebbe he busy or sth la..i shud get busy too...no need to tink so much la.
i guess just now i hungry dats y i became moody...
i.c.y -
Kan Puo Hong Cheng De Shi Hou....... Jiu Bu Hui Zai Liu Lei.....
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U suggesting she be a nun???Originally posted by Estee:Kan Puo Hong Cheng De Shi Hou....... Jiu Bu Hui Zai Liu Lei..... -
i dun understand...Originally posted by Estee:Kan Puo Hong Cheng De Shi Hou....... Jiu Bu Hui Zai Liu Lei.....
my mandarin very terrible oledi...
i.c.y -
no...... just dun get too paranoia....Originally posted by Kenashi:U suggesting she be a nun??? -
It meant look past the relationship n u won't weep again.Originally posted by icyprincess:i dun understand...
my mandarin very terrible oledi...
i.c.y
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hahahaa..... something like that..... like u been through alot of these stuff liao..... then u will no longer weep..... very very hard to weep....Originally posted by Kenashi:It meant look past the relationship n u won't weep again. -
very stressed now...and he is not helping...
feel like telling sum ppl to go die...
i.c.y -
relac relac.... u wanna ask who go die??Originally posted by icyprincess:very stressed now...and he is not helping...
feel like telling sum ppl to go die...
i.c.y -
ppl whom i care for but act like they dun care for me.Originally posted by Estee:relac relac.... u wanna ask who go die??
i.c.y -
sometimes when they dun say..... doesn't mean they dun care...Originally posted by icyprincess:ppl whom i care for but act like they dun care for me.
i.c.y
always love this following quote....
"I have said nothing because there is nothing I can say that would describe how I feel as perfectly as you deserve it" - Kyle Schmid -
it is all so hard, so hard..Originally posted by Estee:sometimes when they dun say..... doesn't mean they dun care...
always love this following quote....
"I have said nothing because there is nothing I can say that would describe how I feel as perfectly as you deserve it" - Kyle Schmid
i dunno how to act anymore, i dunno wat to feel...
i.c.y -
Originally posted by icyprincess:it is all so hard, so hard..
i dunno how to act anymore, i dunno wat to feel...
i.c.y
sayang....... haizzz..... studies is more important now gal.... u mai think too much ok?? -
i understand tat feeling.
i happen to me also last time when i am with my ex.
anyway a gf of mine worse off.....
if u go out with her, likely u have to wait 3 hours for her.
i dun understand intially...till i go her house.
1) it takes her 1 hour to eat 1 packet of chicken rice
2) 1 hour to shower
3) 1 hour to make up......
die....sometimes after waiting 3 hrs for her...she throw temper and decided not to go out to meet u without informing u one...Originally posted by icyprincess:the feeling of waiting...
for that call...
for that message...
pure torture..
when it never comes, i feel like crying but i cudn't seem to cry...
i feel the anger boiling in me yet nobody understands...
i wan to scream but there is no more voice left in me...
why is God so unfair to me? just when i tot i have found sumone who really loves me...mebbe he does not after all....
he makes me feel vulnurable and insecure...mebbe i shud not get involved after all.
falling in love requires too much courage..i m afraid i dun have that much left...i have been scarred too many times...
i.c.y -
dats y i feel like i shud just adopt a dun care attitude totowards all this..cos it is more of a headache..happy a few days only then become like this again...for what??Originally posted by Estee:
sayang....... haizzz..... studies is more important now gal.... u mai think too much ok??
i.c.y -
take it easy.. call him, hp, watever, however u can get him.. no point making urself so miserable but he doesn't noe it...
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steady lah...Originally posted by jusgal:i understand tat feeling.
i happen to me also last time when i am with my ex.
anyway a gf of mine worse off.....
if u go out with her, likely u have to wait 3 hours for her.
i dun understand intially...till i go her house.
1) it takes her 1 hour to eat 1 packet of chicken rice
2) 1 hour to shower
3) 1 hour to make up......
die....sometimes after waiting 3 hrs for her...she throw temper and decided not to go out to meet u without informing u one... -
just now he called le...talked to me a while cos he said he was busy and he said he wun be going out for dinner at all until sat (our date)...i already want to say sth drastic like..u sick of me is it? but then tot it is not fair so i keep my mouth shut..Originally posted by audlenelee:take it easy.. call him, hp, watever, however u can get him.. no point making urself so miserable but he doesn't noe it...
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i hate ppl who are late..even late 5 mins i will get restless oledi...not to say 3 hours..Originally posted by jusgal:i understand tat feeling.
i happen to me also last time when i am with my ex.
anyway a gf of mine worse off.....
if u go out with her, likely u have to wait 3 hours for her.
i dun understand intially...till i go her house.
1) it takes her 1 hour to eat 1 packet of chicken rice
2) 1 hour to shower
3) 1 hour to make up......
die....sometimes after waiting 3 hrs for her...she throw temper and decided not to go out to meet u without informing u one...
i.c.y -
glad that u kept ur cool...Originally posted by icyprincess:just now he called le...talked to me a while cos he said he was busy and he said he wun be going out for dinner at all until sat (our date)...i already want to say sth drastic like..u sick of me is it? but then tot it is not fair so i keep my mouth shut..
i.c.y
i guess meanwhile u shd stop thinking negatively lah.. he could be real busy.. and perhaps u can show ur concern by sms-ing him some times like have u eaten, etc.. but dun overdo it.. will get irritating lor...
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must give him some Kong Jian....Originally posted by icyprincess:just now he called le...talked to me a while cos he said he was busy and he said he wun be going out for dinner at all until sat (our date)...i already want to say sth drastic like..u sick of me is it? but then tot it is not fair so i keep my mouth shut..
i.c.y