~ not feeling well ~
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had been on medication for some time and recently the side effects was showing.
my family doesn't know i am not well. and that i have been on medication for some time.
recently my dad ask if i was ok because he said i looked very pale.
i said everything was fine.
in fact deep down inside mi, i know i'm not.
perhaps it's better that they would never find out. -
Where Is The Love
Black Eyed Peas
What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
Overseas, yeah, we try to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here livin'
In the USA, the big CIA
The Bloods and The Crips and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, yeah
Badness is what you demonstrate
And that's exactly how anger works and operates
Now, you gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love, y'all, y'all
People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek
Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love
It just ain't the same, always unchanged
New days are strange, is the world insane?
If love and peace is so strong
Why are there pieces of love that don't belong
Nations droppin' bombs
Chemical gasses fillin' lungs of little ones
With the ongoin' sufferin' as the youth die young
So ask yourself is the lovin' really gone
So I could ask myself really what is goin' wrong
In this world that we livin' in people keep on givin'
in
Makin' wrong decisions, only visions of them dividends
Not respectin' each other, deny thy brother
A war is goin' on but the reason's undercover
The truth is kept secret, it's swept under the rug
If you never know truth then you never know love
Where's the love, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the truth, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the love, y'all
People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek
Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love
I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I'm gettin' older, y'all, people gets colder
Most of us only care about money makin'
Selfishness got us followin' our own direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria
Kids want to act like what they see in the cinema
Yo', whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness in equality
Instead in spreading love we're spreading animosity
Lack of understanding, leading lives away from unity
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' under
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' down
There's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin' under
Gotta keep my faith alive till love is found
People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek
Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love) -
Oh dear...that sounds bad. 
despite the side effects, is the illness under control? can the medication eventually heal you?Originally posted by foga:had been on medication for some time and recently the side effects was showing.
my family doesn't know i am not well. and that i have been on medication for some time.
recently my dad ask if i was ok because he said i looked very pale.
i said everything was fine.
in fact deep down inside mi, i know i'm not.
perhaps it's better that they would never find out. -
i'm not feeling well also....physio strain my back too much....the strain feeling.......
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medication is jus part of the treatment.
no one knows abt it.
it is under control because it's still in the initial stage.
hope to burn away soon.Originally posted by on tenterhooks: Oh dear...that sounds bad.
despite the side effects, is the illness under control? can the medication eventually heal you? -
Uh oh...the illness sounds serious. erm...what are the side effects you're experiencing? can say?
[quote]Originally posted by foga:
[b]medication is jus part of the treatment.
no one knows abt it.
it is under control because it's still in the initial stage.
hope to burn away soon. -
hmmm... can understd tt u dun 1 ur luv ones to worry too much 4 u, but hey, take care of ur health k... bunny can lend bunny ears if u need them
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have to constantly run for the toilet after every meal.Originally posted by on tenterhooks:Uh oh...the illness sounds serious. erm...what are the side effects you're experiencing? can say?
[quote]Originally posted by foga:
[b]medication is jus part of the treatment.
no one knows abt it.
it is under control because it's still in the initial stage.
hope to burn away soon. -
yup. thanks hopy.
i'll be fine, i guess....Originally posted by hopy:hmmm... can understd tt u dun 1 ur luv ones to worry too much 4 u, but hey, take care of ur health k... bunny can lend bunny ears if u need them -
goodness gracious...it must be real awful for you. Sori to know that, foga. life must have been real trying for you all these while then...it's a terrible burden to shoulder the illness all by yourself.
Gosh! certainly hope the treatment you're receiving will result in the growth or watever get burnt away real soon! Be hopeful and remain strong....Hang in there...trust that you can conquer this illness, ok?
I'll keep you in my prayers...
Please take good care!
[quote]Originally posted by foga:
[b]have to constantly run for the toilet after every meal. -
thanks on tenterhooks.
atthis point in time i have onli two wishes.
one is that i would recover soon
and the other is that i die soon.
either way works fine for me.
thanks again on tenterhooks.Originally posted by on tenterhooks:goodness gracious...it must be real awful for you. Sori to know that, foga. life must have been real trying for you all these while then...it's a terrible burden to shoulder the illness all by yourself.
Gosh! certainly hope the treatment you're receiving will result in the growth or watever get burnt away real soon! Be hopeful and remain strong....Hang in there...trust that you can conquer this illness, ok?
I'll keep you in my prayers...
Please take good care!
[quote]Originally posted by foga:
[b]have to constantly run for the toilet after every meal. -
U will recover..
