committing suicide
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last night while i was walking towards the lift of my block when someone from my block jumped down.... got damn shocked. never in my life had i felt life was so precious, yet it could end jus in a blink of an eye.....
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that is sad...
where there is life, there can be hope... and where there is hope, there can be life....
how much despair must that person be in.. i'll probably be unable to understand
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Originally posted by foga:last night while i was walking towards the lift of my block when someone from my block jumped down.... got damn shocked. never in my life had i felt life was so precious, yet it could end jus in a blink of an eye.....
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Dying wun solve any problem
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I guess there are times we feel like we want to escape from the cruel reality of life...Originally posted by foga:last night while i was walking towards the lift of my block when someone from my block jumped down.... got damn shocked. never in my life had i felt life was so precious, yet it could end jus in a blink of an eye..... -
he jumped. and the bang was so loud.....Originally posted by the Bear:that is sad...
where there is life, there can be hope... and where there is hope, there can be life....
how much despair must that person be in.. i'll probably be unable to understand -
sad.
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You witnessed?!Originally posted by foga:he jumped. and the bang was so loud.....
Oh man...
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yup.
i was jus across the road when it happened.
and for that moment i tot time had stopped.
i heard someone cried..... i knew some thing was wrong.Originally posted by AdAptAliS:You witnessed?!
Oh man... -
oh my gosh....
u ok?? hope u r not being traumatised by what u saw....
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i'm fine. but i couldn't sleep last night. i kept thinkin why, why lord agve him the strenght to do so yet deprive me of such.Originally posted by coolger03:oh my gosh....
u ok?? hope u r not being traumatised by what u saw.... -
perhaps it's God's way of showing you what you've said above...that never in my life had i felt life was so precious.Originally posted by foga:i'm fine. but i couldn't sleep last night. i kept thinkin why, why lord agve him the strenght to do so yet deprive me of such.
That poor soul chose to misplace his courage....The Lord is telling you not to...hence, He deprives you of that courage. -
>pat foga's shoulders<
mi also witness once but view's too far, sso it didn't affect mi hard~
yeah my fren witnessed it once, a lady in red landing infront of him when he's cycling.. dunoe its truw or not -
Originally posted by foga:last night while i was walking towards the lift of my block when someone from my block jumped down.... got damn shocked. never in my life had i felt life was so precious, yet it could end jus in a blink of an eye.....
It must have been a gruesome sight.. -
Originally posted by foga:i'm fine. but i couldn't sleep last night. i kept thinkin why, why lord agve him the strenght to do so yet deprive me of such.
hello? is ur brain working?? u seems to be thinking the person who committed suicide is a hero?!
u seriously got to start using ur brain and think.
the strength that ur god gives u, is to continue living on and bring good to the world..... not for u to just throw away simply bcos the ger u loved went away....
i really dun understand why u must torture urself for someone who din even care or bother abt u in the first place, and hurt those who seriously care abt u???
this is so silly... think abt it, k? -
u will not want the lord to give u such strength...Originally posted by foga:i'm fine. but i couldn't sleep last night. i kept thinkin why, why lord agve him the strenght to do so yet deprive me of such.
the strength given by the lord shld be used for u to clear obstacles and carry on... not to escape from reality...
like i said, life is precious, no matter what has happened life still go on...
take care... -
Lord didn't give you strength to end your life, its your mentality~
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ask for strength to face ur life,
not ask for strength to end ur life..
ending ur life is nothing but a coward's deed,
facing up to ur life is the true courageous... -
i have come into a situation whereby lord ahs deprive mi of the strength to carry on, and the strength to give it up. i have became a piece of walkin mass. clueless and aimless, but surviving.
carryin on is something i would do. but harsh facts of reality has never left me. and i have no intention, even if i wish i could never, to escape from it.
i 'talk' more in here than i do in real life. 60 % of the time i open my mouth is to smoke. 30 % is to drink and eat. 10% is for rest.
perhaps that's life for me. a journey into an uneventful and dull future where i'm jus another face.Originally posted by Imperfect:u will not want the lord to give u such strength...
the strength given by the lord shld be used for u to clear obstacles and carry on... not to escape from reality...
like i said, life is precious, no matter what has happened life still go on...
take care... -
I have a feeling its all in the mentality.Originally posted by foga:i have come into a situation whereby lord ahs deprive mi of the strength to carry on, and the strength to give it up. i have became a piece of walkin mass. clueless and aimless, but surviving.
carryin on is something i would do. but harsh facts of reality has never left me. and i have no intention, even if i wish i could never, to escape from it.
i 'talk' more in here than i do in real life. 60 % of the time i open my mouth is to smoke. 30 % is to drink and eat. 10% is for rest.
perhaps that's life for me. a journey into an uneventful and dull future where i'm jus another face.
It sounds like you're avoiding some problem for way too long so much so that it becomes suffocating. And in the end, you became what you described of yourself.
Instead of thinking how come you don't have the strength to give up, why not give yourself the strength to pick yourself up again? There's a reason why you're still here typing, plus all the lyrics of songs that touched you.
We humans are the leading species on this planet, yet we are the ones who keep falling so easily. If other animals have the ability to think like us, i don't know what they would do. But for the fact that they don't, they're showing us their will to live. Mutated animals go on living strong, endangered species are still breathing, and injured animals continue to walk the earth. For example, adapting to life without a limb and such.
I know the example is pretty off-track. Another one would be stray grasses that tries to find a crack in any concrete slab just to live.
It's all in the mind. And it can be easily override.
Sorry i took the liberty to assume stuff and took the initiative to offer some advices. If it ain't needed, then feel free to treat it as trash.
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thank you AdAptAliS.
i appreciate ur advices. it's always good to get dif opinions.
like all the other creatures u have mentioned, i am too in a way mutated. emotionally that is. life still goes on for me. but the harder i fight back this feeling inside me, the deeper i find myself sinking. there' no return for me now. i might have not much time left. all i want now is to try my best to stay around and wait for time to pass.Originally posted by AdAptAliS:I have a feeling its all in the mentality.
It sounds like you're avoiding some problem for way too long so much so that it becomes suffocating. And in the end, you became what you described of yourself.
Instead of thinking how come you don't have the strength to give up, why not give yourself the strength to pick yourself up again? There's a reason why you're still here typing, plus all the lyrics of songs that touched you.
We humans are the leading species on this planet, yet we are the ones who keep falling so easily. If other animals have the ability to think like us, i don't know what they would do. But for the fact that they don't, they're showing us their will to live. Mutated animals go on living strong, endangered species are still breathing, and injured animals continue to walk the earth. For example, adapting to life without a limb and such.
I know the example is pretty off-track. Another one would be stray grasses that tries to find a crack in any concrete slab just to live.
It's all in the mind. And it can be easily override.
Sorry i took the liberty to assume stuff and took the initiative to offer some advices. If it ain't needed, then feel free to treat it as trash.
Best wishes. -
ask u some question... may be out of point...Originally posted by foga:i have come into a situation whereby lord ahs deprive mi of the strength to carry on, and the strength to give it up. i have became a piece of walkin mass. clueless and aimless, but surviving.
carryin on is something i would do. but harsh facts of reality has never left me. and i have no intention, even if i wish i could never, to escape from it.
i 'talk' more in here than i do in real life. 60 % of the time i open my mouth is to smoke. 30 % is to drink and eat. 10% is for rest.
perhaps that's life for me. a journey into an uneventful and dull future where i'm jus another face.
Are you able to recognize the emotions that u are feeling??? or you just know that u feel bad or good???
Can you differentiate between the emotions???
Do u only feel the emotions when they are very intense??? and when this happens, it is very suffocating to u??? -
Originally posted by foga:last night while i was walking towards the lift of my block when someone from my block jumped down....
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frankly speaking, i'm always runnin away from my own feelings. i deny myself the chance to move on by blocking out common sense and logic. i guess in a way, i feel much better than to face myself.
suffocating? u bet it is. i could hardly breathe.Originally posted by Imperfect:ask u some question... may be out of point...
Are you able to recognize the emotions that u are feeling??? or you just know that u feel bad or good???
Can you differentiate between the emotions???
Do u only feel the emotions when they are very intense??? and when this happens, it is very suffocating to u??? -
I don't know what to say liao.Originally posted by foga:thank you AdAptAliS.
i appreciate ur advices. it's always good to get dif opinions.
like all the other creatures u have mentioned, i am too in a way mutated. emotionally that is. life still goes on for me. but the harder i fight back this feeling inside me, the deeper i find myself sinking. there' no return for me now. i might have not much time left. all i want now is to try my best to stay around and wait for time to pass.
Best wishes.