Moving on
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I am ready to start anew.
I told myself I am.
There are times when I still doubt myself.
There are times when I still looked back into the past...
And wished I could return..
But I know it is not possible.
I have taken the road of no return.
I can only keep moving forward.
No regrets...no matter what the future holds...
Sometimes I faltered, sometimes the tears still fall,
Sometimes my heart still feel as pained as it was a few days ago...
Will time heal all wound?
Or is this pain inflicted forever on me?
I have told myself to learn to let go...
When it is clear there is no point in holding on...
Why do I still doubt my decision?
Am I doing the right thing?
Will I look back and regret every steps that I have taken?
Anyway I really welcome this new beginning. Haven't spoken to him for 3 days already. He hasn't realized it yet I think because so far everything has been peaceful. I n a way I felt like a burden has been lifted when I finally made this decision but yet it is such an extreme one I am not sure if it is the right thing to do...
But I do know for now, this seems to be right. I am moving on fine. Anyone who is moving on away from a painful experience is welcomes to post their story here! -
move on and live a happier life. Sometimes, happiness is the way u look at things. Cheer uP!
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~xiang dao da ming tian, xian zai jiu yao qi cheng ~
the journey of a thousand miles begins with a step.
there was a time, when i tot life was over and out.
when u went away from me, my dying heart makes it hard to breathe. wold sit in my room, because i didn't wanna have to go out. and see you walking by, one look and i'll break right down and cry....
princess, if u had made the decision to move on, dun look back anymore. i wish you all the best
foga sings * always look on the bright side of life ......* -
If you have really moved on, why do you care that 3 days has passed and that he never realised it?
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okie...maybe I have not completely moved on yet...when you have liked someone so much, it is hard to just let go just like that..maybe in a way I am hoping he will still care, maybe not as a boyfriend but as a friend...although now I am trying to let go of even the friendship...
Give me strength to go thru this, God. I have faith I can go thru this...although it might take a long time...
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Hmm... not really let go of the relationship, but, in my case, I have totally ignored that person for 2 whole weeks until I got over the whole incident more or less.
But, you will never know whether you have got over it unless you see that person again! If by that time, you realise that evey action he takes, have an impact on you, then, you are not saved from the hook if by then, anything he says doesn't have much of an impact on you anymore, then, congratulations! -
don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened
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yea, I guess I am doing so well now because I haven't seen him again at all these few days. maybe because everyone is busy with the finals...I guess the real challenge will come during summer...when I move in to the house next door to his...sumhow I am beginning to dread that...Originally posted by donjng:Hmm... not really let go of the relationship, but, in my case, I have totally ignored that person for 2 whole weeks until I got over the whole incident more or less.
But, you will never know whether you have got over it unless you see that person again! If by that time, you realise that evey action he takes, have an impact on you, then, you are not saved from the hook if by then, anything he says doesn't have much of an impact on you anymore, then, congratulations!
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yea that's trueOriginally posted by FireIce:don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened I know sumhow I will never be able to get rid of all those memories I have held so long inside of me, they will always have a place in me...and maybe one day I will be able to look at them and smile because I am reminded of the happiness we once shared, not the pain that this has brought into my life...
/me i.c.y...jia you! (trying to cheer myself on..hehe, I am dumb ) -
COL 1:4
Since we heard of your faith in Christ Jesus, and of the love which ye have to all the saints,
amen.Originally posted by icyprincess:okie...maybe I have not completely moved on yet...when you have liked someone so much, it is hard to just let go just like that..maybe in a way I am hoping he will still care, maybe not as a boyfriend but as a friend...although now I am trying to let go of even the friendship...
Give me strength to go thru this, God. I have faith I can go thru this...although it might take a long time...
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Icy dearie, dun think so much...Originally posted by icyprincess:yea, I guess I am doing so well now because I haven't seen him again at all these few days. maybe because everyone is busy with the finals...I guess the real challenge will come during summer...when I move in to the house next door to his...sumhow I am beginning to dread that...
Sometimes, the more you think abt it, the more you found yourself hard to get over it. He wouldn't know how much tears you have shed for him... He wouldn't know how broken hearted you are... To him, everyday passes by juz like any day. He doesn't think so much as to, "how come i didn't see icy around and wats she's doing?" maybe, all he thinks about everyday is to make the other gal happy...
Juz let thoughts come and and sit with you once in a while, and soon, you realise that it is easier to forget the whole matter.
Dun let this incident affect your studies. Coz at the end of the day, you are responsible for your own life, not him... -
How true. Thanks for the comforting words, donjng. I realized that there are a lot of people here who can really emphatize with me, maybe because they have gone through this before and feel the same pain I am feeling now. I know I doesn't matter to him, it kinda hurts to think that it has been almost 5 days since I blocked him, didn't contact him and he didn't even realize it. I know I am not supposed to think of this. But I can't help feeling sad because I have no place in his heart at all. But in a way this tells me I have made the right decision because why should I care for someone who doesn't care about me? At least I know I am not wrong in letting go...Originally posted by donjng:Icy dearie, dun think so much...
Sometimes, the more you think abt it, the more you found yourself hard to get over it. He wouldn't know how much tears you have shed for him... He wouldn't know how broken hearted you are... To him, everyday passes by juz like any day. He doesn't think so much as to, "how come i didn't see icy around and wats she's doing?" maybe, all he thinks about everyday is to make the other gal happy...
Juz let thoughts come and and sit with you once in a while, and soon, you realise that it is easier to forget the whole matter.
Dun let this incident affect your studies. Coz at the end of the day, you are responsible for your own life, not him...
i.c.y