presenting. 'F4rk brain speaks' a RTS (Real Time and real life Short story,but exactly how 'real time' remains to be seen).
(Hi mod,hope this is the right place for such a thing,i thought of placing it in aunt agony but i think u guys may appreciate this here,anyway,im not looking to be consoled or anything,i just need to rant about it.As to my identity,i am a regular in the sense that i read the forums,including this one often but hardly post anything,this is an account i created for posting the story,i guess you can call me a clone.)
FUCK BRAIN speaks:
This kind of feeling CANNOT be wrong. What a lie,a fallacy.
It has dulled my senses,they had been dull enough but now i am the great ignominious buffoonistic MM. M for mental.
Such a feeling can also affect your appetite and cause indigestion. Or maybe its just the holy water my mother forced me to drink yesterday, it disagress with my nature.
No joke man,i'm a goner, its like contracting cancer.
This feeling makes me sick.Everything i eat disagrees with me,when i sleep i never dream of her,i dream of the people and places that have something to do with her,it drives me mad,if i could just dream about her maybe the cathartic experience might absolve some of my insane needs but i can't,my sub conscious brain is as fucked as me,fuck brain.
its like that alice cooper song, POISON.
its like that black sabbath song, kill in the spirit world
its like that suede song, 'extra track'
its like that three days grace song, i hate everything about you
Its like everything.The air i breathe,the food i eat,the words i hear,the dreams i sleep in.It all disagrees with me,like...
like i just wanna die.
pass away,sleep without dreaming,do nothing forever without having to eat another unfriendly meal.
and she knows nothing about this. the way i 'siam' her,she prolly thinks i am repulsed by her.
oh truth! how thou art so perverted,
how ironic... that the most arrogant fuck brain decides to descend from PSI=0 heaven into the fucking troposphere in search of mademoiselle in a cloudy world of very mortal affairs....
