Confused randomisations.
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Confused randomisations.
Stare,
Staring,
Stared.
You live in blissful ignorance whilst you forget I used to tear and bleed.
You, you, you.
I am out for your blood, and you are still blissfully ignorant.
Stay, blissfully ignorant, and you ensure you fall even harder.
Blood,
Bloody,
Bled.
Dreams of you, us, them, me,
Dreams of knives and blood.
I wake up in the midst of a murder,
And wonder about the intentions.
Dreaming,
Dreamy,
Dreamt.
I dream about my birth,
And my self-constructed death.
Love,
Loving,
Loved.
Loving you more than each day passes,
And each day I feel closer,
Blood ties and sisterhood.
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havent written in a loooooooong time.
wrote this at the spur of the moment yesterday afternoon, because my life is one big mess right now, except my Goddess.
This talks about my ex, how i hate him.
This talks about me dreaming about killing my long-lost mother.
This talks about my dreaming of my birth and suicide.
This talks about my new love, a certain forumnite here. -
thats from ur blog?
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yeah. thought i'd post it here and let everyone see how lousy and confused i am.Originally posted by stellazio:thats from ur blog? -
if you're lousy, you wont be here posting this.Originally posted by missqi:yeah. thought i'd post it here and let everyone see how lousy and confused i am.
if you're confused, nah not there yet, the fact that you know what your heart is thinking shows something. -
nah. confused as in why im thinking of murderous thoughts. and i hesitated to post because i felt the first part sounded funny.Originally posted by stellazio:if you're lousy, you wont be here posting this.
if you're confused, nah not there yet, the fact that you know what your heart is thinking shows something. -
There is a reason for suffering, and what is that?Originally posted by missqi:nah. confused as in why im thinking of murderous thoughts. and i hesitated to post because i felt the first part sounded funny. -
because we do not think about the consequences?Originally posted by casino_king:There is a reason for suffering, and what is that? -
Suffering is there so that you can understand your own "mortality," "imperfect" and "limited" nature.Originally posted by missqi:because we do not think about the consequences?
You can then respond with hatred, rebellion, frustration and hopelessness or you can seek God with humility and surrender.
Buddha said:
Everything you see and everything in this universe is "empty." That is, impermanent.
Jesus said,
John 3:6 That which is born of the flesh is flesh (imperfect.) That which is born of the Spirit is spirit (eternal.)"
You must be Born of Spirit... for your suffering to end. -
I didnt know missqi writes....
very nice.
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to be frank, i have no idea what you are talking about.Originally posted by casino_king:Suffering is there so that you can understand your own "mortality," "imperfect" and "limited" nature.
You can then respond with hatred, rebellion, frustration and hopelessness or you can seek God with humility and surrender.
Buddha said:
Everything you see and everything in this universe is "empty." That is, impermanent.
Jesus said,
John 3:6 That which is born of the flesh is flesh (imperfect.) That which is born of the Spirit is spirit (eternal.)"
You must be Born of Spirit... for your suffering to end. -
is that so surprising????? not very well anyway. lolOriginally posted by mhcampboy:I didnt know missqi writes....
very nice. -
Friendship
Love
Hatred
How did it get so bad?
I used to love so much but now I hate even more.
Life
Living
Happiness
How did it get so bad?
I used to be so happy but now I only want to die.
Miserable
Hateful
Suffering
How can I ever know why?
If no one bothers to extend a hand and show me the way. -
One day you will....Originally posted by missqi:to be frank, i have no idea what you are talking about. -
you wrote this on the spot? my poem talks about far different things from you.lolOriginally posted by casino_king:Friendship
Love
Hatred
How did it get so bad?
I used to love so much but now I hate even more.
Life
Living
Happiness
How did it get so bad?
I used to be so happy but now I only want to die.
Miserable
Hateful
Suffering
How can I ever know why?
If no one bothers to extend a hand and show me the way. -
ya lor write on the spot... here's another one...Originally posted by missqi:you wrote this on the spot? my poem talks about far different things from you.lol
whatever comes into your head
even if it is goobledegook
can be meaningful to you
others may treat it like bread
or maggie noodles you cook
nothing special at all can be special to you -
ya lor write on the spot... here's another one...Originally posted by missqi:you wrote this on the spot? my poem talks about far different things from you.lol
whatever comes into your head
even if it is goobledegook
can be meaningful to you
others may treat it like bread
or maggie noodles you cook
nothing special at all can be special to you -
so live your life for special moments
that happens in an instant
live a carefree existence
live for today and forget tommorrow -
hahahah.
erm.
nice try i guess.
lol.
mine was impromtu too.
and i just put it on my blog.
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i wonder what it will be like if we actually sit down and seriously write something
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er.Originally posted by casino_king:i wonder what it will be like if we actually sit down and seriously write something
u can start ur own thread and see response? -
maybe.......Originally posted by missqi:er.
u can start ur own thread and see response? -
join the next DPS competition lah!Originally posted by casino_king:i wonder what it will be like if we actually sit down and seriously write something -
is there such a competition?Originally posted by tare:join the next DPS competition lah! 
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eh poem cannot say want to write then write ok. must have the inspiration.Originally posted by tare:join the next DPS competition lah! -
1% inspiration and 99% what?Originally posted by missqi:eh poem cannot say want to write then write ok. must have the inspiration.