Devil's Inspirational Thoughts~2
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Hmm... My previous topic has expired.... No way we can revive an expired topic...? It is just there... Like a memory... For us to look at... Sometimes beautiful... Sometimes forgotten... And when it just suddenly pop back to us again... It's... Just so far away...?
PS. So I thought... Even if I can't revive them, maybe I can just cling on to them since they're quite beautiful to me...?
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Devil's Inspirational Thoughts -
Sad?
What you like to do when you are sad...? What do you like to think about when you're lonely...? The sad thing for me is when I don't feel the sadness in me while I'm sad.... I just know I'm sad. I just keep doing what I'm suppose to do. What I want to do. That sadness doesn't really make any difference to me anymore....? -
Agony
Not when I'm out of a relationship... When people cry about how their love won't come back... But as I look at something which meant so much to me... I can let go so easily... They say it's always easy to advice people on their emotional and relationship problems.. But when it comes to themselves, they simply can't say the same.. I say at least they're human... It's scary when you can be so truly 'efficient' and let go so easily... When you're quite sure you're not dead but just not human anymore...
It's funny how people would look at you when you tell them you're not human anymore... Then what are you....? Some look at you as though you're a freak... Some says they're vampires... Undead.. Zombies... I say I'm a Devil. Many just laugh it off as a joke.
Seriously, what do you expect them to do? Stare at you as if you're a real devil who's gonna destroy this world..?
It's funny how everything in this world pieces together... Where we are... Who we are.... What we are.... Yet. We're constantly trying to change it... Go beyond... Blind... Don't know what we're doing... Don't know what we're missing.... From humans to poor souls... Even if I pity you, would it help much at all?
You want to become a Devil? Would you really want to live in eternity? If you think hell's a misery, then think about being a life time of living stone... Still think GOD and Devils are great? -
Start a blog Devil, start a blog!Originally posted by Devil1976:Hmm... My previous topic has expired.... No way we can revive an expired topic...? It is just there... Like a memory... For us to look at... Sometimes beautiful... Sometimes forgotten... And when it just suddenly pop back to us again... It's... Just so far away...?
PS. So I thought... Even if I can't revive them, maybe I can just cling on to them since they're quite beautiful to me...?>
Devil's Inspirational Thoughts
Then I can link my blog to yours.
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SAD?Originally posted by Devil1976:Sad?
What you like to do when you are sad...? What do you like to think about when you're lonely...? The sad thing for me is when I don't feel the sadness in me while I'm sad.... I just know I'm sad. I just keep doing what I'm suppose to do. What I want to do. That sadness doesn't really make any difference to me anymore....?
For me this meaning already no more tear, no more feeling from some1 who wanna hurt u. -
My Patch of grass~
"Sometimes I sit down in a park... Don't know what I'm looking for... Though the world is so BIG.... The trees so small.... When I look at them... I know they've got families and more... Yet we cut them down.. Are they ignored...?
Oh trees living everywhere... It's huge jungles we simply can't compare... But no matter where they are... They tell me of their stories... Through the sun and rain which have dried... And their friends just standing by... Through the hundreds of years they've seen... But the same old thing...?
The same friends they never got bored of... The families they all knew of... Of the different weeping tales they've heard.... The happy laughing children's chorus... Through their roots they embrace us.... No weather too strong for them...
Take me my little patch of grass... Show me how tall you'll grow up to be... With your daddy, your mummy and all the lovely and unkind ones.... You'll grow to be so simple... Yet beautiful...." -
I tried starting a blog forum and now Jason has ONE PLACE for it! But still.. I think I can be quite lazy for blogging and I often... Don't really like people to look into what I'm thinking... In other words... I kinda enjoys my privacy...?Originally posted by DeadPoet:Start a blog Devil, start a blog!
Then I can link my blog to yours. -
Everybody has a CHOICE...Originally posted by Missing:SAD?
For me this meaning already no more tear, no more feeling from some1 who wanna hurt u. -
sama samaOriginally posted by Devil1976:I tried starting a blog forum and now Jason has ONE PLACE for it! But still.. I think I can be quite lazy for blogging and I often... Don't really like people to look into what I'm thinking... In other words... I kinda enjoys my privacy...?
beside blogs also so hard to update -
I can imagine my blog would be very EMPTY and QUIET one...Originally posted by MoonIce:sama sama
beside blogs also so hard to update " -
kekekeOriginally posted by Devil1976:I can imagine my blog would be very EMPTY and QUIET one... "
i got blogs in both msn blog n yahoo
same ones lolx
now no blogs liao
plain lazy -
hm yeah. when I started I updated almost everyday, now, it's about once a week. Not much new things to rant about after a while.
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I think now already choose the right way.Originally posted by Devil1976:Everybody has a CHOICE... -
"Memories are... When she's here right in front of you but you doesn't bother to take a 2nd look.... Only to find yourself digging at the bottom of your heart years after...."
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I am a LAZY one TOOOriginally posted by MoonIce:kekeke
i got blogs in both msn blog n yahoo
same ones lolx
now no blogs liao
plain lazy
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Quite true.. Sometimes you just feel like pouring out alot.. Sometimes not...? Sometimes after a while you just feel like yuor grandpa nagging at yourself...Originally posted by Bluesky_Liz:hm yeah. when I started I updated almost everyday, now, it's about once a week. Not much new things to rant about after a while.
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Originally posted by Missing:I think now already choose the right way.
DON'T WORRY! BE HAPPY 
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In future, i will facing more challenge. But i like tat :pOriginally posted by Devil1976:
DON'T WORRY! BE HAPPY -
COOL! Just like your 'papa'!Originally posted by Missing:In future, i will facing more challenge. But i like tat :p " -
Sadness Revived...
On a single road... On a single plane... An axis of my mere existence... Where my self-existence wouldn't matters... Like as much as the others... As time flow... And wills drain... Begone, my past lives and nightmares... Beliefs, they have once again arrive...
They marches in to me through my bedroom door... Like a thousand slugs eager to waste me.... Depriving me of my thoughts and life... My energy, my consumptions and efforts... They've distorted me in my orientations... Robbed me of my time... Connects me to those hungry minds of theirs... FLEE, I shall die...
They invested on my body... They digested my soul... They make me feel alive again... Only to be one of their kinds...
They've never ask me what I ask... Since they don't have to, knowing I'm rotten to the core... They serve me like my slaves... Polishing up my armour, only to bring them grace...
And only when I've just thought my chance has gone... It's always out presenting itself to me.... Like a trap, to a Devil..... And yet how can I be a lion if not roar...?
There shall be a day I grow to understand... But I'm afraid it's not today... Since all that's given to me... Just quickly slips away...
There'll be a day where I'm holding to a grain of sand... Realising that it's gonna be all I can catch... Yet the other grains that slipped through my knuckle... Should I have not touched....? -
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Why delete?Originally posted by Devil1976:-deleted- -
Some things are better left unsaid.Originally posted by DeadPoet:Why delete? -
YOUR TURN~
FLIP of the COIN, AS IT SPINS IN THE AIR...
YOUR TURN...?
YOU LIFT YOUR FIST AND READY TO STRIKE IT DOWN... EVER SO STRONG... AS THE OTHERS WATCHED IN FEAR, I STOOD IN SILENCE...
TICK... TOCK? Tick tock. The mouse's running on the clock. In its race it shall find, a master in the hive... To save its life and spared agony....
Tick tock... Tick tock....? Who are we saving tonight...? How ironic it would be to see your own face... In the court... On the stand...? How funny....?
To walk among the humans' world and watch them tell tales to each other... As I continue to keep my long silence... Devoted not to be one of them.. Out of mind... Out of sight...
Tick.. Tock... Tick.... Time to save another... Then watch this one kill the other.... Watch the blood runs down their faces... Am I a MONSTER....?
Tick... Tock... Tick... As we gain much control over our lives... We lost so much more of ourselves... Hardly understanding why.... Recognising.... Isn't it AMAZING how a person can CHANGE....?
Isn't it wicked...?
Isn't the time to face your own sentence...? Isn't it about time to have a taste of your own monster....? A time to tell another.... "It's my time to stop having my own time...." Isn't it all too deep...? Isn't it amazing how your thoughts can be buried SO DEEP within you...? That no matter how hard you dig, you just won't find a single word of it....
Isn't it PAINFUL...? Isn't it PURE BLOODY to BLEED to DEATH... Through the HANDS of ONE you've OWN CREATED...?
Isn't it funny...? ANYMORE....?
To DRIP EVERY SINGLE PIECE of PERSPIRATIONS in YOU... To DRY EVERY SINGLE DROP of YOUR LIFE....
ISN'T IT TORTURING...? And as you NOURISH EARTH of ITS OTHER LIVES... BE WASHED AWAY and GONE like YESTERDAY.....
Isn't it all wicked....?