There are more remote reasons to look at. Having known that once we're apart, I knew it would be difficult for us to have a simple talk since it would be a subject of gossips. Gossips do hurt relationships and I am very mindful since she suggested the idea, I had already decided to move on and find someone to look forward to. As for how to explain to others that things and circumstances are not once what they thought to be, it would be a complicated mess.
It hurts to see a friendship lost, but it would be better that than to watch it rot away and manifest into hatred. What was never meant to be, will never meant to be, and I can only look upon my next star and place my hopes in it. To bitterly put this into words is my only way to vent this little frustration.