Originally posted by foga:
Her.
the 1st time i saw her, 1993; volleyball session;
the year 1995, i made the 1st move.
on the way sending her back home, i used the all time stupid method of holding her hands when we cross the road. I held her , refusin to let go. She, didn't reacting aggressively... so i held on. i told her tat i really like her and that i really wish for us to be together, She kept quiet.
after sending her home, i went back. took a bath,then my hse phone rang. it was her best friend in school. She asked if i was really serious and if i really was, meet her at the stated shooping centre that evening.
i went. she was there. and i told her i was serious. so tat's how we started .
subsquently we broke off. didn't really keep in close contact but was always able to see her around as we often had gatherings. at one stage, i was kind of reluctant to go to the gathering if she and her bf were going.
deep down i know i still love her very much.
she called. she was hospitalised for an appendix operation.
i rushed down to the hospital. and i took leave to accompany her. even thou i knew she a had a close bf then.
everyday i would go down to see her, bring her down for a smoking break which we fondly called "walk-walk" sessions, an excuse to the nurses.
every night i would stay in the hospital area, jus in case she needs me...
it was then tat i realised tat i still love her very deeply.
the month july, the 2nd day of her hospitalisation was my birthday.
she went down to the 7-11 and got me a birthday card.
'nanny hong' was wat she addressed me.
subsqeuntly, i won her back. and i treasured her even more this time round.
but unknowingly to myself, i was givin her a lot of pressure. she's a free spirit.
whereas i'm more a boring person. things started to crack, without me realising it.
one day, she broken down. breathless from this relationship.
and we once again, went separate ways.
She, was my 1st love.
And on this day, She was my last love as well.
At least u got
1... we got
NONE 
FIRST LOVE!?!?!