I was pondering: We ego/personalities have myriad of experiences which we label as good or bad. How to deal with the bad karma?
With this question in mind, I meditate:
I switched consciousness levels, and reach this 'place'. I think this is what I am experiencing:
On a higher level (soul/ oversoul?), the perception and perspective is different from that of the human ego/personality. As such its concern is also somewhat different.. In this level, there is no death, no judgment, but it is not without characteristic. Karma, death has no real meaning on this level. The closest translation of its feeling/intention that I can describe is seeking fulfillment and possibilities.
The incarnation/ego/personalities are like testing vehicles for extension of possibilities. The ego is a very focused consciousness, it sees only the immediate and thus very opinionated towards itself. However, the ego is not wrong, because that's where the fun and new possibilities lies in. The higher level is all for experiences and trying new things while the ego is more concern about how it fares in this physical world.
When I pop out of this meditation, the first thought I have was : How cruel!... that this disregarding of the suffering on this physical plane really is! This is of course the perspective from 'me as the ego/personality'.