Book of Life(Version Green)
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Really???Originally posted by qoostufftoys:i also same. i also shy.
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Merry Meet To All,
What a beautiful Morning! Didn't sleep much last night, However i don't feel tired at all maybe thats because i am getting old, old people don't need to sleep much.
So much strifes these days, maybe thats why causing alot of unhappiness around. Shroud with Mist of Chaos everywhere, why is that so? Maybe all these will End with the End of these Mischief Makers who will meet their Makers soon...hahaha Again why do i bother? Divine is Fair, They will get their Deserts in a way or another whether its physical or emotional, there is always a price to pay for everything.
Well nothing is personal in my perspective, many may misunderstood however i simply don't care for I AM the way I AM, even if others misunderstood in any ways, i don't find the need to explain anything as Time will Tell who has Good intent & who has Ill intent. Maybe I AM as controversial as My Craft or simply i have an eccentric way to deal with Things & Stuffs which is simply My Way! Those who knows me will know, trust, have utmost Faith in me as I AM the kind of person who will render unlimited help to those who in needs of it & present my friends with my most genuine friendship not forgetting my utmost faith in them. But at Times in Life you may have mistrusted some so-called friends! At first you try to tell yourself maybe they did not do it intentionally but Time has Tell, Again & Again such crappy shits kept occurring so you start to wonder if you had put the Wrong Faith in the Wrong Persons. Did they do it out of Jealousy or simply because of Fear. Human tends to fear the unknown, Fear of anything they can't seem to understand. However are all these Ill-intented Actions necessary causing so much Chaos, hurting so much people. Are these People "Evil"? Now i would say they ARE! But it don't Matter anymore, nothing more said can help in any ways. There is no need to explain to me or anyone anymore neither anyone can help you in any ways. It has come to the State that nothing can reverse anymore. So my last words to "YOU" is "GoodBye"!
Hmmmm its great to breathe in the fresh Morning Air....so Relaxing...
Blessed Be,
Oceanos -
wow.. let go tension siah...
sigh woke up late again... somehow my alarm has not been audible to me.... and i dun like it...
i m trying to learn mastery now of a kind i have been thinking of but never really tried to do... mastery over my self, and my actions...
i find that there is a whole system of thinking and principles which has been hard wired into me.... i find it hard to avoid coming up with conclusions to situations and events before they even have a chance to happen and take their natural course...
worst of all, there is so much unpleasantness sometimes in the things i do... the guilt that comes... the confusion over whats right and wrong.. and the difficulty, the challenge of teling myself, i just have to trust myself that what i m doing is what i m meant to be doing.. there is a lesson in all things that happen....
i cant quite shake the feeling that there is something else in front of me.. that will eventually come, but it will be slow.. and it will be tough to accept...
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Merry Meet KFDugong,Originally posted by KFDugong:wow.. let go tension siah...
sigh woke up late again... somehow my alarm has not been audible to me.... and i dun like it...
i m trying to learn mastery now of a kind i have been thinking of but never really tried to do... mastery over my self, and my actions...
i find that there is a whole system of thinking and principles which has been hard wired into me.... i find it hard to avoid coming up with conclusions to situations and events before they even have a chance to happen and take their natural course...
worst of all, there is so much unpleasantness sometimes in the things i do... the guilt that comes... the confusion over whats right and wrong.. and the difficulty, the challenge of teling myself, i just have to trust myself that what i m doing is what i m meant to be doing.. there is a lesson in all things that happen....
i cant quite shake the feeling that there is something else in front of me.. that will eventually come, but it will be slow.. and it will be tough to accept...
ah well
Well At Times certain loss can lead to the Shawdow side to emerge & when it do & lack of control It may devour you slowly without yourself knowing it. So its important to maintain a Balance & Equlibrium state irregardless of state of mind or other aspect, not too much neither too little & moderation is just enough...
Blessed Be,
Oceanos -
I have insomnia too these days but it is due to the fact that i m very stressed about my studies ...normally dun sleep untill 4 or 5 ...n wake up around 7 or 8 than go school liao...than in school feel sleepy also cannot sleep.
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Originally posted by OCEANOS:
thanks.. but i m actually trying to decide now what kind of balance i seek. my dark side is not as much of a problem as it used to be while i was younger...
[b]Merry Meet KFDugong,
Well At Times certain loss can lead to the Shawdow side to emerge & when it do & lack of control It may devour you slowly without yourself knowing it. So its important to maintain a Balance & Equlibrium state irregardless of state of mind or other aspect, not too much neither too little & moderation is just enough...
Blessed Be,
Oceanos[/b]
but i have never sought to truly understand it... and its not as if its a momentary reflection of myself.. it is as much a piece of me as all the other pieces.. but because i have been brought up like any other kid (or so i believe) its very hard for me to not look at certain parts of me and naturally condemn them without giving them a chance..
so i feel there is no balance is denying these aspects of me, or denigrating them in such a way..but its very hard to overcome this hard wiring which is so materially bound and open my mind to a different world...
harryryan> u in school leh at least... i at work cannot really sleep.. even though this is not so much of a job as it is a duty... hahaha my insomnia has gotten a lot better since i started reading up on obe and lucid dreaming.. while i ve not really succeeded in either, some of the techniques taught do help in removing insomnia...
you could say i was recently schooled myself lolx -
ha ha....at least in school cannot get fired...Originally posted by KFDugong:thanks.. but i m actually trying to decide now what kind of balance i seek. my dark side is not as much of a problem as it used to be while i was younger...
but i have never sought to truly understand it... and its not as if its a momentary reflection of myself.. it is as much a piece of me as all the other pieces.. but because i have been brought up like any other kid (or so i believe) its very hard for me to not look at certain parts of me and naturally condemn them without giving them a chance..
so i feel there is no balance is denying these aspects of me, or denigrating them in such a way..but its very hard to overcome this hard wiring which is so materially bound and open my mind to a different world...
harryryan> u in school leh at least... i at work cannot really sleep.. even though this is not so much of a job as it is a duty... hahaha my insomnia has gotten a lot better since i started reading up on obe and lucid dreaming.. while i ve not really succeeded in either, some of the techniques taught do help in removing insomnia...
you could say i was recently schooled myself lolx -
Goodnight to All,
I am resting my old soul...
Blessed Be,
Oceanos -
Bonjour... Mon cher Mignon Ami...Avoir amiable Jour...
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Originally posted by OCEANOS:
ha ha...so many things to do nowadays that i tired also...maybe that's y cannot post as often as ever.
[b]Goodnight to All,
I am resting my old soul...
Blessed Be,
Oceanos[/b] -
A Very Good Monday Morning To All,
Monday Blues anyone? Hahaha I don't have! I am going for my workout to destress abit. Its a nice sunny start of the day! Have a great day ahead of you!
Blesssed Be,
Oceanos -
Morning My dearest OCEANOS!!!!!!
hug morning to you .... -
hahah aha, but i cannot get fired either... not for 18 weeks.... heh heh and after that... for another 5 years plus.... not a good idea to fire me either... bad return to investment for my employers..Originally posted by harryryan:ha ha....at least in school cannot get fired...
monday blues? i wouldnt say so... more often i have midweek blues... -
blue is a cool cold ...Originally posted by KFDugong:hahah aha, but i cannot get fired either... not for 18 weeks.... heh heh and after that... for another 5 years plus.... not a good idea to fire me either... bad return to investment for my employers..
monday blues? i wouldnt say so... more often i have midweek blues...
stay cool it will help to to pass the time -
Goodday To All,
Just come in for a look before i go for my workout, Its Healthy Lifestyle for me currently...hahaha
Blessed Be,
Oceanos -
happy work out !!!!
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Originally posted by OCEANOS:
workout is good.. brings good aura all round if u take it positively and wilingly...tomorrow i shall install a new/old workout item!!
[b]Goodday To All,
Just come in for a look before i go for my workout, Its Healthy Lifestyle for me currently...hahaha
Blessed Be,
Oceanos[/b] -
Morning OCEANOS!!!
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Morning Susan Sweetie!!! Hahaha i just woke up...Originally posted by MeOwSuSan:Morning OCEANOS!!! -
Originally posted by OCEANOS:
you got go out today ???
[b]Morning Susan Sweetie!!! Hahaha i just woke up... [/b]
My computer still not working ??? -
sorrie if i have not been posting often....too much to be done in skool that i had to cut down my time in e forums...
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Yeah maybe later after my workout....Originally posted by MeOwSuSan:you got go out today ???
My computer still not working ??? Get a technician to fix it then... -
Originally posted by OCEANOS:
ya I wait for ah nel <--- meinu to come over tonight ....
[b]Yeah maybe later after my workout.... Get a technician to fix it then...[/b] -
Sick Computer...dunno who to find.....
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Merry Meet To All,
Its a sunny morning, a wonderful day begin. Enjoy your breakfast... Bon Appetit!
Blessed Be,
Oceanos