I am so sad Tonight......
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Today evening, i went home to get my charged Dragon Blood Incense which a client needs it urgently due to his recent spams of bad luck. I suggested its better for him to use it first to solve his problem temporary as it will cleanse his Aura of negativity. After meeting him, he invited me to view his house as he is interested in engaging my Space-clearing service partly because he feel he is affected by his residence. Upon reaching his place, i found out that its really full of negativities & bad vibes that accumulated over the years, the place is haunted i told him, he said "Yes, few years back i engaged a guru to catch the spirit, was ok untill recently, alot of unlucky events kept happening!" Then i went for coffee with him, i asked him to consider whether he wants to do the Space-clearing service. I went home soon after, reached home around 1 am.
I went into my room, i found a present which my ex-girlfriend gave to me on our 3rd month anniversary on the floor! I opened up the Giftbox, the present a Glass bell was broken into six pieces...I feel so sad! I really love the Bell very much as it was given to me with much love. We broke up & the Bell is now broken too! I managed to glued it back but there is always the broken lines in it no longer will it make nice sound & there is a always the blemished scars there! Maybe its meant to be that way since we parted... To me it just like a broken sweet memory which i don't even deserved to keep it with me. It seems like a bad omen to me! Anyway i wish her well & only want her to be happy always, perhaps a "Sorry" & "Goodbye" thats all i can say now ... Maybe its the house i viewed that caused this because nobody goes into my room at all & i left it on my desk all these while...I really don't know...i just feel so Sad tonight...
Yours Truly
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Oceanos
~ My Broken Bell ~ -
dun cry yah? the physical object may be broken but the memories u have shall remain as pristine as u want them to be, for as long as u want them that way! In ur heart the times u both had will always be as clear as glass & and sweet as the tinkling!
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bro.. steady...later i do chant for u
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I am not very good at this. But don't be too sad my friend.
Take care.
Maybe write a poem about it, get it off your chest.
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Thanks...TX kor kor... Just kinda sad about it but of coz i would'nt cry...Originally posted by True_Xerion:dun cry yah? the physical object may be broken but the memories u have shall remain as pristine as u want them to be, for as long as u want them that way! In ur heart the times u both had will always be as clear as glass & and sweet as the tinkling!
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Brother...I wake up liao...thank you...Originally posted by zacken99:bro.. steady...later i do chant for u -
Thanks my dear friend, well actually my poem "Time" was written for her! Its been a long time since i last wrote any poem, yeah maybe its time for me to pen down a new one...Originally posted by DeadPoet:I am not very good at this. But don't be too sad my friend.
Take care.
Maybe write a poem about it, get it off your chest. -
yo dude, u take care,ya hear?
nothing really means anything....like someone said, material things do not last forever.its the memories we take to our grave. -
take care
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/pat pat oceanos' back
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Pass u kops21 hanki
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Sorry to hear that Oceanos, I waited your call last night hope to go coffee with you but you didn't call, you busy with thing, I should have call you, too late ... I feel bad.
I hope u are well.
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Brother Ratty,Originally posted by ratinacage:yo dude, u take care,ya hear?
nothing really means anything....like someone said, material things do not last forever.its the memories we take to our grave.
Yeah i understand so but to me its more like a sign...an omen... Anyway thanks for your concern...i really appreciate it... -
ThanksOriginally posted by xiao_p:take care -
/me hug hug Skinnybeanie jie jie...Originally posted by skinnybeanie:/pat pat oceanos' back
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/me take hankiOriginally posted by kops21:Pass u kops21 hanki
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Sorry Sweetie, i was with a client which was really a last minute impromptu thingie, its ok... don't feel bad in anyway...Originally posted by MeOwSuSan:Sorry to hear that Oceanos, I waited your call last night hope to go coffee with you but you didn't call, you busy with thing, I should have call you, too late ... I feel bad.
I hope u are well.
I see you tonight than talk.
I am well & ok...see you later tonight...
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sigh.. seems like recently a lot of ppl v into relationship problems...
i really do hope u're fine now..
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This glass thinge.. reminds me of the time when it was the beginning of the end of my relationship.
It was ... valentines' day. Supposedly he said that it was one of it's kind. Actually i thought it's bleeding ugly but i humoured him. I took it with me when i came here to Australia. Didn't know that it was broken... had it mended by someone. Fixed quite well as well.. Anyway that was the beginning of the end. A few years of dragging.. ups and downs.. He asked for it back. He didn't care about the other stuff that was with me. He said he wanted the monstrosity. Fine.. in my bad packing.. i just took everything, threw it in my suitcase. Listen, my grandma was in hospital, would i still wanna care about my luggage? Anyway i gave it back to him.. while he went on and on about whether it's possible to get back together (NO!).
Then later i found out that it was broken.. and he said i broke it on purpose. I'm like.. whatever sista. I don't understand this whole attachment to gifts and stuff. Maybe it's just not me... but i find that guys are more sentimental. Or maybe it's just me.. who is different. -
Thanks Audlenelee Sweetie,Originally posted by audlenelee:sigh.. seems like recently a lot of ppl v into relationship problems...
i really do hope u're fine now..
Well in Life many will come & go so no point looking back to the past might as well look forward to other Doors that open to you... Most importantly is no Regrets in whatever choices you made before & definitely is to be Happy Always... All the while i am ok, its neither my choice nor i am wrong in any ways... What is broken can never be mend fully as there will always be the broken lines... Have a wonderful day...
Yours Truly,
Oceanos -
Originally posted by OCEANOS:
sigh... ur posts always got dbl meaning one..hehehe...
[b]Thanks Audlenelee Sweetie,
Well in Life many will come & go so no point looking back to the past might as well look forward to other Doors that open to you... Most importantly is no Regrets in whatever choices you made before & definitely is to be Happy Always... All the while i am ok, its neither my choice nor i am wrong in any ways... What is broken can never be mend fully as there will always be the broken lines... Have a wonderful day...
Yours Truly,
Oceanos[/b]
but yeah.. it will not be mended fully, and there will be cracks somehow... hmm.. budden.. well... u shd noe lah... -
Oppps.. i do apologise that i'm not sympathetic.
Anyway.. cani ask in what way is the glass bell breaking...and the bad vibes of your customer related? -
Well Lingos babee,Originally posted by Lingos:Oppps.. i do apologise that i'm not sympathetic.
Anyway.. cani ask in what way is the glass bell breaking...and the bad vibes of your customer related?
There is no need for any apology neither does this matter seek any sympathy but just i penned this down at that moment at that time which is relating to how i feel about this matter...
In my 1st post, i did mentioned nobody goes into my room & its inside the giftbox, How can it be broken? Definitely its not of any human ways i do believe perhaps linked to the bad vibes at my client place.
Thanks for your reply...Have a nice day...
Yours Truly,
Oceanos