What is your vice??

• Lingos

  14 May 04, 19:30

  
  I don't know anyone would understand this..
  But whatever.. got this off someone's blog.
  
  What do you think??
  
  Today i was called.. an insecure person who wants a prestigious career to get a meaning of life. Some people's addictions is alcohol, some drugs, some cigarettes, some a combination of several. I like a high flying life? Why? Why is it an addiction? Because drugs, ciggies and (too much darn Abba on Eurovision) tv is an escapism. My high flying life allows me to escape reality. I don't face reality because it hurts. It's too much for me.. too harsh for me. Too much sorrow in mine. As far as I can remember, i used to talk to myself.. i used to look up to 'sucessful' and want to be like them. Power suits, skyscraper heels. Hhaha.. man.. charcoal, black, brown suits.. They are my favourite. Not having something inside you to look up to.. you look outside the square.
  
  You lose yourself in the meantime, i do not know what i do anymore. I do not know what i want. I want to be happy. I don't know what makes me happy. Hence i keep plugging along. Plugging along.
  Well.. that is sad.. but what is your vice? Legit ones.. chocolat (it is not a spelling mistake!), work.. legal drugs (bulbs comes to mind) or the frigging movies? Everyone needs their own escapism. Their own life to run to.. their own obliviation.. some sort of world where they do not have to deal with themselves.
  
  This is ... my vice.
  
• the Bear

  14 May 04, 19:33

  vice?
  
  hmm.. does being online too much count?
  
  also, computer gaming, watching too many documentaries, lazing around?
  
  used to be smoking
• Lingos

  14 May 04, 19:34

  Originally posted by the Bear:

  vice?
  
  hmm.. does being online too much count?
  
  also, computer gaming, watching too many documentaries, lazing around?
  
  used to be smoking

  HAHHAH.. watching too much documentaries.
  Is there such a thing???
  
  Do you still crave??
• the Bear

  14 May 04, 19:37

  nope.. never did.. that's why i said that my quitting was kind of a "cheat"... no physical addiction to nicotine
  
  

  Originally posted by Lingos:

  HAHHAH.. watching too much documentaries.
  Is there such a thing???
  
  Do you still crave??

• Master -_-

  14 May 04, 19:38

  i think my vices would be spouting expletives and being stubborn
• Lingos

  14 May 04, 19:40

  Originally posted by the Bear:

  nope.. never did.. that's why i said that my quitting was kind of a "cheat"... no physical addiction to nicotine
  
  

  hehee.. i just liked the security of having something to do with my hands.
  Lame yeah?
• Lingos

  14 May 04, 20:26

  Master... how is Being stubborn a vice??
• True_Xerion

  15 May 04, 01:00

  hmm, i think the only real vice that threatens to pverwhelm me these days is Procrastination ....... i really need to start working on this .... maybe tomorrow
  
  TX
• wuming78

  15 May 04, 01:04

  Originally posted by True_Xerion:

  hmm, i think the only real vice that threatens to pverwhelm me these days is Procrastination ....... i really need to start working on this .... maybe tomorrow
  
  TX

  oh. procrastination is also mine.
  
  add to tt mahjong, drinking (though hardly nowadaes) and smoking.
• HENG@

  15 May 04, 01:19

  vices?
  being generally a lazy bum, drinking, playing PC games, not sleeping enough, a natural need for speed, and weakness for food.
• AdAptAliS

  15 May 04, 03:54

  I think my greatest one should be insensitivity.
  
  Then there's those that are controlled kind. Don't crave for it, but don't mind having/doing it also. Mahjong, sleeping and waking late.
• Lingos

  16 May 04, 19:00

  Originally posted by True_Xerion:

  hmm, i think the only real vice that threatens to pverwhelm me these days is Procrastination ....... i really need to start working on this .... maybe tomorrow
  
  TX

  Yeah i'm a big procrastinator too.
  Also a gutless one!
• Lingos

  16 May 04, 19:01

  Originally posted by wuming78:

  oh. procrastination is also mine.
  
  add to tt mahjong, drinking (though hardly nowadaes) and smoking.

  I find it very hard to get 3 other people + some standby organised!
• Lingos

  16 May 04, 19:02

  Originally posted by HENG@:

  vices?
  being generally a lazy bum, drinking, playing PC games, not sleeping enough, a natural need for speed, and weakness for food.

  GF, i think that's the problem with everyone here.
  BTW i haven't gone out shopping in a while. I will get around to buying that lip gloss!!
• wuming78

  16 May 04, 19:02

  Originally posted by Lingos:

  I find it very hard to get 3 other people + some standby organised!

  oh i haf fanatic friends who can be activated within 3 days notice - abit slow but wat to do? all of us are working.
• Lingos

  16 May 04, 19:04

  Originally posted by AdAptAliS:

  I think my greatest one should be insensitivity.
  
  Then there's those that are controlled kind. Don't crave for it, but don't mind having/doing it also. Mahjong, sleeping and waking late.

  Why is insensitivity a vice. Do you take pleasure in being insensitive?
• HENG@

  16 May 04, 22:07

  Originally posted by Lingos:

  GF, i think that's the problem with everyone here.
  BTW i haven't gone out shopping in a while. I will get around to buying that lip gloss!!

  okies sista. no hurries.
  
• AdAptAliS

  17 May 04, 03:58

  Originally posted by Lingos:

  Why is insensitivity a vice. Do you take pleasure in being insensitive?

  I don't know. I do it subconsciously also. Maybe then it's not a vice? Cause it's unknowingly.
  
  I think i didn't really understood when i typed my post. Must be due to the time. Livin' the MTY Spirit.
• Lingos

  17 May 04, 20:24

  Originally posted by wuming78:

  oh i haf fanatic friends who can be activated within 3 days notice - abit slow but wat to do? all of us are working.

  Working = more money to support mahjong habit.
  It's always the same story isn't it.. When you have the time and energy to do something you dont have money. And when you have the money, you don't have the time.
• wuming78

  18 May 04, 08:26

  Originally posted by Lingos:

  Working = more money to support mahjong habit.
  It's always the same story isn't it.. When you have the time and energy to do something you dont have money. And when you have the money, you don't have the time.

  working = less tendency to want to spend the money frivolously, cos its ur hard earned money!
  
  talking about tt... my hands itchy...
• Lingos

  18 May 04, 10:35

  Originally posted by wuming78:

  working = less tendency to want to spend the money frivolously, cos its ur hard earned money!
  
  talking about tt... my hands itchy...

  Hmm.. but when you didn't work.
  Where do you get enough money to spend frivolously?
• wuming78

  18 May 04, 10:44

  Originally posted by Lingos:

  Hmm.. but when you didn't work.
  Where do you get enough money to spend frivolously?

  from someone else lor, i.e. parents, etc.
• ratinacage

  18 May 04, 11:11

  sex,drugs,rock and roll!!!!!
  alcohol,cigges,and all that crap!!!!
• Lingos

  18 May 04, 14:26

  Originally posted by wuming78:

  from someone else lor, i.e. parents, etc.

  Ahhh.. i find it hard to gamble with pocket money.
  Last night, i remembered something that i did when i was younger.. that i'd forgotten. This event turned me away from being a teacher.
  I was a tutor once. Ohh.. the poor kid!
• the_don

  18 May 04, 20:20

  mua biggest vice...
  
  falling in love too easily, believing the words of men, getting hurt time and time again, finally...
  
  letting my heart die it's slow death.......