i will take care, thanks.
my world may be crashing again but i will survive.
i don't know if my bags are totally my own doing, maybe it is. someone came along and offered to carry the bags, offered to be a support. his persistance and words soften my resolve to carry my bags alone. but at last, in my navieness and stupidity, i ended with more bags then before. my shoulders are covered with red markings from the weight of the bags, i can't hold on anymore. is this my own undoing? i don't know. did i want this extra bag? no.
all i know now is this: i am tired, my heart stopped beating the day the last bag was placed on my shoulders.
Originally posted by Imperfect:
take care don...
hope that everything will be fine for u...
everyone carries a bag with them... the only difference is the content in it
every bag weights differently...
same bag weights differently at different times...
it all depends on what the person wants to keep in the bag s/he carries...
however sometimes, its not up to s/he to decide what's to be in the bag...
but s/he can decide what to do with the contents...
my bag has collected alot of 'victims' of taiji...
but the heaviest content is still of my own doing...
however, i guess i have no choice but to continue carrying my bag as the heavy content couldnt be disposed...