I'm tired..... (rant thread)
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i'm tired. i'm putting down my bags and i'm taking a break.
please don't offer to carry them, please don't attempt to empty it's contents, please don't come round just because of curiousity...
no more empty promises, no more lies, no more hidding.
i'm putting down my bags, and this time i'm doing this alone. -
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im tired too...Originally posted by the_don:i'm tired. i'm putting down my bags and i'm taking a break.
please don't offer to carry them, please don't attempt to empty it's contents, please don't come round just because of curiousity...
no more empty promises, no more lies, no more hidding.
i'm putting down my bags, and this time i'm doing this alone.
but there r some bags wich i jus canot put down.
sometimes i think of passing them to someone else.
sometimes i think of putting down for just a while.
sometimes i think of removing some weight.
or getting someone to share the load.
sometimes i simply feel like throwing all of them away or trashing them or burning them all.
but all these never happens.
so day after day this continues... until my back is bent gradually, lower and lower.
but instead i think the sky is going higher and higher away from me, the ground is getting closer and closer to me.... soon i will be part of it, with it. maybe then i can truly rest. -
breeeeezeeeey....
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mookie is tired too.
/me puts an arm around don & ah beng -
thanks mooku...
/me puts arm around mooku and listen to the wavesOriginally posted by MooKu:mookie is tired too.
/me puts an arm around don & ah beng -
take care dondon.... miss u very muchie
/me go pack bag liao.... cya soon -
honghong have fun!Originally posted by thhong22:take care dondon.... miss u very muchie
/me go pack bag liao.... cya soon
don't flood the place with drool alright?
bring more tissue! 
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maybe there is another way out, maybe the bags will be gone one day, maybe....Originally posted by wuming78:im tired too...
but there r some bags wich i jus canot put down.
sometimes i think of passing them to someone else.
sometimes i think of putting down for just a while.
sometimes i think of removing some weight.
or getting someone to share the load.
sometimes i simply feel like throwing all of them away or trashing them or burning them all.
but all these never happens.
so day after day this continues... until my back is bent gradually, lower and lower.
but instead i think the sky is going higher and higher away from me, the ground is getting closer and closer to me.... soon i will be part of it, with it. maybe then i can truly rest. -
aaaahhh... I'd love to be at the beach now...Originally posted by the_don:thanks mooku...
/me puts arm around mooku and listen to the waves
don jiejie.. wat's bothering you? -
drop the bags.. and the balloon will rise high...
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arghh..... my fave player isn't going leh.... i think i'll flooded the place with my tearsOriginally posted by MooKu:honghong have fun!
don't flood the place with drool alright? bring more tissue! 
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mookie got it in one....
some baggage, can't be let go.. you can stash away in a corner somewhere...
most baggage, you can.. throw them away... there's no point keeping clothes which you cannot fit in anymore, clothes that have been rent asunder, clothes that are not yours anymore...
then after they're let go, walk tall, walk proud, walk free... smile and be happy
you can... and the only one who can let go of the baggage is yourself...
others may be able to carry the bags for a while, but ultimately, they're yours to carry.. and they will be returned to you... so to throw them out, is your decision...
be well -
honghong...
have a good trip... me miss u tooooo
/me sends clouds of protection and happiness to honghong...Originally posted by thhong22:take care dondon.... miss u very muchie
/me go pack bag liao.... cya soon -
ya.. i've recently rediscovered the beach at nite. peaceful, serene, the sound of the waves, cool breeze, just slowly bringing all pain, hurts, disappointments and anguish away...Originally posted by MooKu:aaaahhh... I'd love to be at the beach now...
don jiejie.. wat's bothering you? -
ya.. mooku and u are right...
it takes time... i'm trying... but it ain't easy. i'll go on... i will...Originally posted by the Bear:mookie got it in one....
some baggage, can't be let go.. you can stash away in a corner somewhere...
most baggage, you can.. throw them away... there's no point keeping clothes which you cannot fit in anymore, clothes that have been rent asunder, clothes that are not yours anymore...
then after they're let go, walk tall, walk proud, walk free... smile and be happy
you can... and the only one who can let go of the baggage is yourself...
others may be able to carry the bags for a while, but ultimately, they're yours to carry.. and they will be returned to you... so to throw them out, is your decision...
be well -
Bags
opening bags of old, memories flood, lump forms...
looking around new bags in sight, where they come from? ah... from those of recent times, from those whose promises never fulfilled, from those where truth is foreign
slowly i will, sort thru its contents, some to throw, some to pack out of sight. in sorrow, in joy, in pain, in vain, all are memories of a time where emotions sore, where hearts ruled.
all is treasured for they are, my youth, my life, my existance, my being.
in a corner it sits, a box of glass, lined in velvet, locked and sealed. it's contents, a thousand pieces, crushed, shattered. it's label, my heart........ -
okok dondon.... thanx.....Originally posted by the_don:honghong...
have a good trip... me miss u tooooo
/me sends clouds of protection and happiness to honghong...
hope to mt up with u soon.... -
take care don...Originally posted by the_don:i'm tired. i'm putting down my bags and i'm taking a break.
please don't offer to carry them, please don't attempt to empty it's contents, please don't come round just because of curiousity...
no more empty promises, no more lies, no more hidding.
i'm putting down my bags, and this time i'm doing this alone.
hope that everything will be fine for u...
everyone carries a bag with them... the only difference is the content in it
every bag weights differently...
same bag weights differently at different times...
it all depends on what the person wants to keep in the bag s/he carries...
however sometimes, its not up to s/he to decide what's to be in the bag...
but s/he can decide what to do with the contents...
my bag has collected alot of 'victims' of taiji...
but the heaviest content is still of my own doing...
however, i guess i have no choice but to continue carrying my bag as the heavy content couldnt be disposed... -
y all the MTYs so tired?
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dun be so sad don.
/me offer don a cup of tea
sit down and relax... -
Cheer up, don.
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and the beach brings back beautiful memories too!Originally posted by the_don:ya.. i've recently rediscovered the beach at nite. peaceful, serene, the sound of the waves, cool breeze, just slowly bringing all pain, hurts, disappointments and anguish away...
i remember how i used to play hopscotch in the dead of the night at 2-3 am with my cca friends during chalets... and we'd end up sleeping on the beach cos there wouldn't be enough space inside the chalet
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don't worry, we'll always bee here... anytimeOriginally posted by the_don:ya.. mooku and u are right...
it takes time... i'm trying... but it ain't easy. i'll go on... i will... -
/me gives don a hug and offer my shoulder if u ever needed one...
