Experiences in life.....
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It kinda long to read... but this is wat I am thinking lately....
Family....
I have found that it is kinda hard to actually really gather the family members together.. maybe not to u all but at least to me it is...
It's not that I have not experience warmth from my family but just that things has gotten so bad before I actually tried to maintain and discovered the family is splitting....
Perhaps this is the theory of Jia Jia You Ben Nan Nian De Jing....
Love....
3 persons that I have met in my life...
1st, I met the one who loves me most... I didn't know what is being love until he showed me and make me understand how much he can do for me....
2nd, the one I love most... maybe I've understand what's the feeling of being love.. thus I will meet him and love him all I can.. but unfortunately I lost him.. and sad to say that of cos, he is the one that hurt me most...
3rd... the one who I will spend my life with...although he may not be the 1st nor the 2nd.. but then i will realised who I can actually spend with and be sure he is the one who can walk down the road of the rest of my life...
Life and death...
I have been having this concept of living on this earth is painful...
If not why do babies cry the moment they were born... is it bcos it is such that life is not as beautiful as we may think?? of all the things that we will face and may either make us happy or torture us...
and why ppl will always say that death is a kinda relief??? Is it supposed to be this way???
Angeline -
when ur family dun meet up often... during special occasions or wat... u noe there's some distance liaoz... this cannot be helped....Originally posted by IamAngeline:It kinda long to read... but this is wat I am thinking lately....
Family....
I have found that it is kinda hard to actually really gather the family members together.. maybe not to u all but at least to me it is...
It's not that I have not experience warmth from my family but just that things has gotten so bad before I actually tried to maintain and discovered the family is splitting....
Perhaps this is the theory of Jia Jia You Ben Nan Nian De Jing....
Love....
3 persons that I have met in my life...
1st, I met the one who loves me most... I didn't know what is being love until he showed me and make me understand how much he can do for me....
2nd, the one I love most... maybe I've understand what's the feeling of being love.. thus I will meet him and love him all I can.. but unfortunately I lost him.. and sad to say that of cos, he is the one that hurt me most...
3rd... the one who I will spend my life with...although he may not be the 1st nor the 2nd.. but then i will realised who I can actually spend with and be sure he is the one who can walk down the road of the rest of my life...
Life and death...
I have been having this concept of living on this earth is painful...
If not why do babies cry the moment they were born... is it bcos it is such that life is not as beautiful as we may think?? of all the things that we will face and may either make us happy or torture us...
and why ppl will always say that death is a kinda relief??? Is it supposed to be this way???
Angeline
like me, i'm now not close to any of my cousins.... last time very close... but now... hardly noe them.... so i guess, it's ok bah.....
glad to noe that ur love life's pretty much settled.... noeing what u want, is very impt....
life/death... alwiz seem to be together... when a life ends, it begins somewhere else.... and so the cycle goes.... some ppl find that death doesn't solve everything, ppl like me, i dun look for death for solutions to problems, however, i respect death.... =) being alive is tough, because we will be, and are under constant tests, given by god.... and by our karma, we have to live it thru, to understand what lesson we have to learn this life.....
angeline, hope things are going well for u... take care, i've mastered hei se you mo le, i'll sing for u next time LASH has outing... =) -
Mei, i took me awhile to see the darker side of theis world. It was one day when i start thinking if the things pple do, those bad one, are a norm for all. When we are still kiddos, we wont think of it tat way. But now we haf to deal with this kind of evil tat comes within other pple.
Dont put too much faith in other pple, they tends to disappoint you. Once is enough to make u crumble, if you are lucky, u'll learn from it.
Take care, life sux. -
the one whom u love the most tends to be the one who hurt u the most...
my life is not tt great aso,nor is my love life....
but there's not a single person whom i can really tok 2...as i dun mormally to 2 my mum abt my r/s........... -
jie..
you know.. maybe becoz u are on the sadder side.. maybe you tend to think more..
xiang tai duo le..
life is juz so complicating.. that no one can understand it.. each person lead a different life..
well family bonds are meant to be built.. if no effort is made..well.. the bonds are not there.. but no matter wad.. blood ties cannot be severed.. u juz have to live with it.. they may not appear to care.. but sometimes.. they do.. when u dun notice it..
love is part of life..
love hurts.. but love makes u happy too..
be glad that u have someone whom you can live with... for the rest of your life.. at least u found him..
well.. as for the one who loves you most.. maybe the one who is with u now may not appear to love you most.. but..
juz becoz someone dun love you the way u wan them to love you.. it doesn't mean they dun love you with all they have...
as for the one u love most.. well.. the love that we could not have are the once who hurts n feel the most.. as we takes things for granted..
dun sad le k.. cheer up.. look on the bright side.. well.. u still got us.. must smile ok... i too young la.. maybe wad i tok is monsense..but thats wad i think lor.. cheer up...
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My version
Family....
Dun seems to have a close bond wif any of them. Well... a home shd be a good place to enjoy warmth n care. But I dun sense much.
When I look back, I am very thankful tt I din turn out rebelious. Maybe is my consciuous tt control mi. If not, maybe right now, i will be in the "changi chalet".
My grandmother is a very fortunate 80 ++ lady who can cease doing housework by the age of 50(my parents married), n yet complain tat her life is very bitter. She is still a very strong lady- afterall, she drank Chicken essence almost every day n wash her eyes wif eye mo daily. She normally walk slowly at home complaining her leg hurts but when she is out of our sight, she can walk at a speed like us. So crafty
My father. Hardly see him except Sunday morning before he left e house for horse-betting or etc. Dun like him as he is a VERY stubborn person+ has old-fashioned mind. From days when i m young, whenever he get provoked, he will start throwing fist. Err... my mother is one of his victims.
A lot of times, i wanna run away from home. But I m too young. I have no $$ nor any1 else to depend on.
My mother. Always tt nagging woman who cannot be provoked too. Nope she wun throw fists, but she will start her theory tt it is better for her to die. - Husband treat her in tt way, n children beginning too. *sign* though the first part is a truth, but she has been using the same sentence for 15 Yrs...Kinda irrated. Like many other parents, they dun like to admit their mistake. Yeah... one thing I really dislike abt her is tt she like to search our drawers. Caught her too many times looking among my sisters' n warn mi against telling them. But as a matter of fact, we all noe liao.
Eldest sister. Very temperant like mi father. If she need ur help, she will treat u well. But when U need hers assistance, sometimes she will come up wif alot excuses. She hates this hse, n glad tt she will marry next yr.
Elder sister. our r's is better now after she leave her ex-bf who show no respect for my mother. ex-bf broke off after my sister discover he is seeing another woman
Mi
Many ppl find mi "odd"(tt what I feel myself too) Who will walk in the rain though holdng an umbrella. Who will like to walk behind ppl, n not uttering a single word. As a matter, when ppl noe i cheong, they were SURPRISED
Love....
I have more female friends than guys. But seemingly, most of them were attached. In my life, there r 3 gals tt holds a significant place in my heart.
SJ - I really dun noe why I can still remember tis kindergarten classmate. Still can remember tt song when we were performing together on our graduation ceremony. (think the name is "So-lola Pumba") Maybe is the riddle book she gave mi. Hmmm wionder how she look now? Last known Street living in: AMK Ave 10(we on the same school bus)
PJ - Cannot tell whether is primary school or sec. but I think u ppl IQ not so low. hahaa.. She sit beside mi in class. Dun noe why n when i start to miss her when i graduated.. Is she pretty? ok hoh... still have her photo wif mi
Last known address : Somewhere in Bishan St 13(hope i wun receive calls from my ex-classmate who happen to noe some1 here)
SX - look at my post on the orgin of xian89 n u noe e story liao
Life and death...
Sometimes I wonder why i am still in this world. My life seems a failure. Been wasting all this years doing acomplish nothing. While every1 at my age is having their career on the run, i haven't start mine yet. From young, I m the bad sheep in the family...
-khim- -
Go watch The Green Mile and The Shawshank Redemption and tell me how you feel afterwards.Originally posted by IamAngeline:It kinda long to read... but this is wat I am thinking lately....
Family....
I have found that it is kinda hard to actually really gather the family members together.. maybe not to u all but at least to me it is...
It's not that I have not experience warmth from my family but just that things has gotten so bad before I actually tried to maintain and discovered the family is splitting....
Perhaps this is the theory of Jia Jia You Ben Nan Nian De Jing....
Love....
3 persons that I have met in my life...
1st, I met the one who loves me most... I didn't know what is being love until he showed me and make me understand how much he can do for me....
2nd, the one I love most... maybe I've understand what's the feeling of being love.. thus I will meet him and love him all I can.. but unfortunately I lost him.. and sad to say that of cos, he is the one that hurt me most...
3rd... the one who I will spend my life with...although he may not be the 1st nor the 2nd.. but then i will realised who I can actually spend with and be sure he is the one who can walk down the road of the rest of my life...
Life and death...
I have been having this concept of living on this earth is painful...
If not why do babies cry the moment they were born... is it bcos it is such that life is not as beautiful as we may think?? of all the things that we will face and may either make us happy or torture us...
and why ppl will always say that death is a kinda relief??? Is it supposed to be this way???
Angeline