hmm.... see and get to know that its ur real life experiance.... definately is not something that one will choose to have it....
perhaps to alot of people that its unfortunate to experiance this kind of sh[\i]it.... but i believed that deep in your heart, u are glad in a way or rather that this have turn u into a more mature person in both physically and mentally....
thou its not someting that is proud mentioning abt.... but its good that u hv the courage to type it here..... thou memories is the hardest thing to erase from human brain..... do remember of the sweet memories of how a couple can be when together then to recall all those bad memories that will affect ur future r/ship....
sometimes u might think that the sad thing about life is that when you meet someone who means a lot to you only to find out in the end that it was never bound to be and you just have to let go...... but do remember that if u do not choose to face it.... u wun realised that "when one door of happiness closes, another opens but often we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us."
i cant really say much as i will never experiance wat u feels....
i can only tell u that i believe that love comes to those who still hope even though they've been disappointed, to those who still believe even though they've been betrayed, need to love those who still love even though they've been hurt before.
cheers.