I just wish to have your love~
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I always tot sunshine will once shine on us again after what happened~~
Who knows since then I found myself going even deeper~~
I went to Boat Quay almost every night~~ not with you but with Yao and Sin~~ Sin was working in the pub we always go~~
Apart from my own cycle of friends she was the only one that could understand what I'm going through~~ I knew she hurts a lot when she saw me drinking alot~~ and crying along the riverside when i got myself drunk~~ I'm so sorry that i couldn't make her concentrate on her work~~ that's the only place I could go~~ only place where I could frustrated all my depression~~ and the DJ would always got the song I like~~~
You knew I went there~~ but u didn't care less~~ You assume that your buddies would take good care of me when you were not around~~ things between you and went far down the track and once again you betrayed me~~~
Mel~~ a girl from another poly~~ you contacted with her when you went clubbing~~ another wild animal~~ your kind of girl to fling on~~
and I hated her voice when she voicemailed you~~ I could even called her up and give her a f**k~ but I didn't i respected you~~~
I remember you told me once~~ you are a scorpio~ that how wild you are~~ you were pissed off with me for "betraying" you just because I went out with Si~~~ but you didn't even give me a chance to explain~~ even I did, i don't think you take it either~~
You described yourself as a horse~~ There are times you wanted to run freely on the grassland and there are times when you wanted to be in the stable~~ If I let you off freely~~ you go wild~~ but I can't hold you on too tight cos the rope to you will snap~~
But all I have done is all for you~~ I don't wish to disrupt ur circle of friends and entertainment~~ and you blamed me for not 'handling' you properly~~ -
Ok now the guy is being too muchOriginally posted by IamAngeline:I always tot sunshine will once shine on us again after what happened~~
Who knows since then I found myself going even deeper~~
I went to Boat Quay almost every night~~ not with you but with Yao and Sin~~ Sin was working in the pub we always go~~
Apart from my own cycle of friends she was the only one that could understand what I'm going through~~ I knew she hurts a lot when she saw me drinking alot~~ and crying along the riverside when i got myself drunk~~ I'm so sorry that i couldn't make her concentrate on her work~~ that's the only place I could go~~ only place where I could frustrated all my depression~~ and the DJ would always got the song I like~~~
You knew I went there~~ but u didn't care less~~ You assume that your buddies would take good care of me when you were not around~~ things between you and went far down the track and once again you betrayed me~~~
Mel~~ a girl from another poly~~ you contacted with her when you went clubbing~~ another wild animal~~ your kind of girl to fling on~~
and I hated her voice when she voicemailed you~~ I could even called her up and give her a f**k~ but I didn't i respected you~~~
I remember you told me once~~ you are a scorpio~ that how wild you are~~ you were pissed off with me for "betraying" you just because I went out with Si~~~ but you didn't even give me a chance to explain~~ even I did, i don't think you take it either~~
You described yourself as a horse~~ There are you wanted to run freely on the grassland and there are times when you wanted to be in the stable~~ If I let you off freely~~ you go wild~~ but I can't hold you on too tight cos the rope to you will snap~~
But all I have done is all for you~~ I don't wish to disrupt ur circle of friends and entertainment~~ and you blamed me for not 'handling' you properly~~
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y u still continuing wit him
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yup, too much, once could be folly, 2nd fling definitely becoming a habit. I tink he's walking all over you, takin u for granted cuz he knows u wil b hangin in there. He's not worth your love and time, girl.Originally posted by Seshiro:Ok now the guy is being too much 
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Time really gave me a torture~~ and everyday I seemed to lead a lifeless life~ How I pinned for a call from you every day and night~~ and how much I wish to have your hug when I saw you~~I started to get depression, alcohol is no longer a 'solution' for me not only mentally tortured myself but also physically I would do so~~
There were times I would start out crying with no reasons~~ times when I talked to myself~~ and would frustrate all my anger on my hand~~
I did not know why I did that... but there's not way i could help it~~
There's a time when I fainted after arguing with you~~ My family had a dispute that day and i had thought of calling you to tell you how sad I was~~ i never expected you actually f**k me off~~ and hung up my call~~ I cried and I fainted~~ my parents brought me to the clinic~~ and the doctor was so shocked that and saw the wounds on my hand and even warned me that I might die of hypertension~~ if I can't control my emotions correctly~~
Still you hacked care~~ I was in total devastation~~ I knew I should bear no hope in our relationship~~ at least I'm glad that you finally did this to lessen my pain~~
You started to hide your mobile from me~~ I knew something was wrong~~ but yet you were still careless and let me get hold of your handphone~~ I saw Mel's messages~~ and yes I got suspicious this time~~ but I remained silent~~
Finally, you showed your true colours to me~~ As usual~~ you went to Mel's house~~ and from your buddies, they had tried calling you and you were asleep~~in Mel's house~~
I tried to calm myself down~~
I bet you regretted for giving me your email password and I got thru your mail and saw your cousin, Bel's email on how you planned to deceive me and betrayed me, how you were going to two-timer Mel and me~~ i'm sad for Mel cos she doesn't even know my existence~~~ cos you had told her you were single~~~
I called you~~ and asked you where you were~~ You sound sleepy~~ and I heard Mel's voice too~~ You shouted very loudly and even scolded me to mind my own business~~~.. You made me given up all hope~~ and I finally decide to leave you for good~~~
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Do you remember how you tried to hold me back with all your tears?~~ Boy~~ it's too late~~ cos you have made my love for you turned into hatred~~
all i want to say now is thank you for letting me feel what it means to love~~~ not every story would have a happy ending~~~ at least i know mine would definitely never have one
but I would never forget this relationship~~~ i still occassionally get into a daze~~~thinking about the happier times we had together... i know, i'd never be able to feel this way about anyone else... i cannot explain why.. after all the hurt and pain you've caused me..
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move on, girl. I hope the best for you. It's his loss, not yours.Originally posted by IamAngeline:Time really gave me a torture~~ and everyday I seemed to lead a lifeless life~ How I pinned for a call from you every day and night~~ and how much I wish to have your hug when I saw you~~I started to get depression, alcohol is no longer a 'solution' for me not only mentally tortured myself but also physically I would do so~~
There were times I would start out crying with no reasons~~ times when I talked to myself~~ and would frustrate all my anger on my hand~~
I did not know why I did that... but there's not way i could help it~~
There's a time when I fainted after arguing with you~~ My family had a dispute that day and i had thought of calling you to tell you how sad I was~~ i never expected you actually f**k me off~~ and hung up my call~~ I cried and I fainted~~ my parents brought me to the clinic~~ and the doctor was so shocked that and saw the wounds on my hand and even warned me that I might die of hypertension~~ if I can't control my emotions correctly~~
Still you hacked care~~ I was in total devastation~~ I knew I should bear no hope in our relationship~~ at least I'm glad that you finally did this to lessen my pain~~
You started to hide your mobile from me~~ I knew something was wrong~~ but yet you were still careless and let me get hold of your handphone~~ I saw Mel's messages~~ and yes I got suspicious this time~~ but I remained silent~~
Finally, you showed your true colours to me~~ As usual~~ you went to Mel's house~~ and from your buddies, they had tried calling you and you were asleep~~in Mel's house~~
I tried to calm myself down~~
I bet you regretted for giving me your email password and I got thru your mail and saw your cousin, Bel's email on how you planned to deceive me and betrayed me, how you were going to two-timer Mel and me~~ i'm sad for Mel cos she doesn't even know my existence~~~ cos you had told her you were single~~~
I called you~~ and asked you where you were~~ You sound sleepy~~ and I heard Mel's voice too~~ You shouted very loudly and even scolded me to mind own business~~~.. You made me given up all hope~~ and I finally decide to leave you for good~~~
Do you remember how you tried to hold me back with all your tears?~~ Boy~~ it's too late~~ cos you have made my love for you turned into hatred~~
all i want to say now is thank you for letting me feel what it means to love~~~ not every story would have a happy ending~~~ at least i know mine would definitely never have one
but I would never forget this relationship~~~ i still occassionally get into a daze~~~thinking about the happier times we had together... i know, i'd never be able to feel this way about anyone else... i cannot explain why.. after all the hurt and pain you've caused me..
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stupid bastard.....
kannina...mus chop himn liaoz...
hmp!
heng is over......let it be a lesson to u.....
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kinda long story kekek so sorry wor~~ write so long~~~
it's over for 2 yrs already~~~ although still pain but it's a life lesson for me~~~
at least I'm far now betta without him~~~ -
mei, gimme his details, i give his a gd wallop -
time will heal. glad u know u r far betta without him. Such a lousy cad, pity his next victim. Am sure 1 day he will get his just desert. My cousin used to play the field like him too, then 1 day, haha, kena paid by his own coin. Orbi good!Originally posted by IamAngeline:kinda long story kekek so sorry wor~~ write so long~~~
it's over for 2 yrs already~~~ although still pain but it's a life lesson for me~~~
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kekek~~~ gorz no need lah~~ i also dunno where is he liaoz~~Originally posted by De|usi0n:
mei, gimme his details, i give his a gd wallop -
Take care and be strong girl...life still goes on without him..Originally posted by IamAngeline:kinda long story kekek so sorry wor~~ write so long~~~
it's over for 2 yrs already~~~ although still pain but it's a life lesson for me~~~
at least I'm far now betta without him~~~
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wallop him only dirty your hands. Not worth for such a scumbag!Originally posted by De|usi0n:
mei, gimme his details, i give his a gd wallop -
nvm, i wear glove, and my friends will be glad for a free beatingOriginally posted by skinnybeanie:wallop him only dirty your hands. Not worth for such a scumbag! -
Thank u everybody for reading my story~~~ keke first time I ever wrote out such a long one hor~~ kekeek~~~ I'm fine dun worry~~Originally posted by Seshiro:Take care and be strong girl...life still goes on without him..
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Me and my Kendo buddies will join in the fun with you remember to leave some for us.Originally posted by De|usi0n:nvm, i wear glove, and my friends will be glad for a free beating
/me go get my katana
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hmm... can shun bian wallop the woman who tried to come btw me n my huby?Originally posted by De|usi0n:nvm, i wear glove, and my friends will be glad for a free beating
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i dont beat ger, maybe other guys in the forum would like to give her a good pump thouOriginally posted by skinnybeanie:hmm... can shun bian wallop the woman who tried to come btw me n my huby? 
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take it as a lesson learnt?anyway yr ex bf was really 2 much but i'm happy 4 u as u r strong enuf 2 break off wif him n make him regret tt maybe he can't find another better gf than u...u r brave n will find a better one than him,n maybe this wan u can have a happy ending...
all the best n gd luck 
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hmmmm......Originally posted by De|usi0n:i dont beat ger, maybe other guys in the forum would like to give her a good pump thou
no lah, that will benefit her.. -
keke~~ thank u i'm fine now loh~~~ keke but seriously if given me a chance to meet him~~ i sure run away~~Originally posted by curad:take it as a lesson learnt?anyway yr ex bf was really 2 much but i'm happy 4 u as u r strong enuf 2 break off wif him n make him regret tt maybe he can't find another better gf than u...u r brave n will find a better one than him,n maybe this wan u can have a happy ending...all the best n gd luck -
y run away?show him u lead a better life without him...Originally posted by IamAngeline:keke~~ thank u i'm fine now loh~~~ keke but seriously if given me a chance to meet him~~ i sure run away~~ -
can't help it.. See ur story wanna cry. I are a strong ger. Can u b my..... gfOriginally posted by IamAngeline:/me sayang dun cry~~~ 
juz joking