I just wish to have your love~
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this was something I always told you.... whenever we argue~
we met 4 years ago.... in our workplace~~I was waiting for my O level results.~ I did not bear any good impression at all, cos you were too playful, and irritating... and my impression of you was as a lame joker~~ and how much I hate you to get out of my sight~
Nov 2000, we started off as colleagues... We often had lunch with Vin and Ling~~ and how often you would disturb Ling with ur lame joke~ To Vin and me~, you and Ling would become a couple~ but seems we were wrong~
I remember the first day I started a 'serious' chat wif you. I broke off with my bf and you came consoling me then~ I remember that was the first time I saw the 'decent' side of you~ the way you talked to me~ how convincing indeed~~
Soon~~ we started to be the best pal at work~ lunch together, and times when you would gave me a treat during break time for my hard work etc....
Jan 2001, you dated me out on my birthday~~ and it was the first time ever I saw the smart side of you~ the way you dress and presented yourself impressed me a lot~~ and was so unlike the one I knew during work~ We had a fun time with Vin and your buddies~ and since then we would chat on phone~~ for number of hours~ We would talk about our past~ in school or in relationship~ and I remember you told me that you had not been with any girlfriends before~~
Feb 2001, Valentine's day~ the second time you dated me out~ We were with Yao and his gf, Sin, they were always the problematic couple in your circle of friends~~ but they were great people, not only friendly but mature too~~ they always had arguments even with our presence~~ I remember we took a walk in center point~ and Yao and Sin went somewhere else~ we entered a toy shop~ and I had told you how cute the soft toys were~~ and you looking at me~~ asking me if we could be just more than the best pals~~ I was shocked~ but nervous too~~ I knew the ans straight in my heart~ "Yes" was what I wanted to tell you~~ but I was playful~~ i wanted to disturb you~~ so I replied~~
"try giving me half an hour more, I will give you my answer then"
And you didn't get my hint at all and not even attentive enough to catch my goofy grin~~ -
oh, what a waste.. you mean didn't gave him an answer after the 30 mins ?
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Still haven't finish this is only the first part~~Originally posted by kohanson:oh, what a waste.. you mean didn't gave him an answer after the 30 mins ? -
orh.. paiseh.Originally posted by IamAngeline:Still haven't finish this is only the first part~~
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Aiyah Anson so kan cheong..Originally posted by kohanson:orh.. paiseh.
/me take pop corn and coke....
/me bring out comfy chair and wait for part 2
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is this a story or real life...
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I supposed that half an hour was hard for you~~ and I could see how tensed up you were, just waiting for my answer~~
Half an hour went passed~ I pretended that I had forgotten what you had asked me~~ I was waiting for your second approach~ at the same time you were waiting for mine~~ I remembered how much fun I had teasing you~~ but you were so distracted that you couldn't noticed the grin showing on my face~~ But then, I knew you couldn't wait any more~~ the second approach you took~~ and asked me~
" so what the ans?"
I hesistated~ I knew you were hoping for the best cos you were not confident enough~ and finally I smiled~~
"What answer do you expect me to give you?"
This question shocked you~ and I knew that~~ you thought it would be a gone case~~ but then before you got over this~I gave you another 'blow'
"dear~~~"
This is what I started to call you~~ you had both your eyes opened wide and big~~ and did not know what to express on your face next~ but then you were shy too~~ and still even made me had a laugh when you asked me if you could have my hand~~ and how much I wanted to tease you again~~ when I felt the sweat on ur hand~~
We became an item~~ and Yao and Sin were so happy for you that you 'caught' me and how they congratulated us as if we were married~~ we could talk all the time~ going out with friends or went clubbing~ and we would tell each other how much we felt that we were the most happiest couple in the world.
for the first time in my life~~ I was so sure that you would be the one~ I was only 16 at then but I knew exactly what I wished to persue~ no one else had brought the happiness and the way you make me feel.. there's no need for us to go restaurants for a romantic dinner~ I was contented enough having you cooking one bowl of instant noodles for me~~ those were the happiest days you brought into my life~~ and I loved you so much~ -
real~~Originally posted by De|usi0n:is this a story or real life... -
so touching....Originally posted by IamAngeline:real~~
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happy starting happy ending -
got part 3? looking forward to the "happily ever after" part..Originally posted by IamAngeline:Still haven't finish this is only the first part~~ -
its real life, not a story, so most likely wont haf the 'happily ever after' part..Originally posted by skinnybeanie:got part 3? looking forward to the "happily ever after" part.. -
so touching.....
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alamak, y so pessimistic, i believe there's always "happily ever after", juz that e rd there may be rocky...Originally posted by De|usi0n:its real life, not a story, so most likely wont haf the 'happily ever after' part.. -
wish u al the best..
im sure u will have a happy ending..
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So happy we were then~~
But I think~~~ I guess~~~ I had too much happiness~~~
Things started falling apart~~~ or perhaps you were tired of me~~ suddenly what we used to be contented with was not enough for you anymore~~ from the top of heaven I fell straight into ultimate depths of hell, you no longer loved me~
Si is your classmate~ not only she's sexy~~ but she's capable of flings~~ she took you as her target~~ you did not resist~~ and you couldn't~ you fell into her hands~~
Since then~~ you often rejected going out with me~~ and would "save" your time and told me that you are going her place to teach her work~~ I was confused I did not know how to take it~~ but still i trusted you cos I love you too much~ I ccouldn't make myself suspicious of you~~ Often when you were back from her place~~ you were so happy and seems to enjoy a lot at her place~~ From your buddies that include Vin and Yao~ they knew the existence of Si~~ and even warned me about her~~
I wanted to confront you~~ but I couldn't~~~ the moment I saw your smile~~ it made me unbearable to confront you and be suspicious of what you were doing~~ the moment when you started to tell me "I love you"~~ that even made my heart grew weaker~~~
We were not as happy when we went clubbing since Si's appearance~~ you wouldd choose to dance with her instead of me~~ and me?~ I would dance among with your buddies and other guys in the club~~ I tot that might frustrate you but it didn't work~~
To get your attention, I would get myself drunk and sitting along by the riverside of Boat Quay~~ sometimes I really wanted to have a jump down into river~~ perhaps by then I would be able to leave a place in your heart forever~~ I didn't~~ I can't bear to leave my parents alone~~
Until Si went home~~ then you would come back to me and gave me a real warm hug~~ I knew it's not real~~ you were just consoling me~~ i chose to deceive myself and tolerated what you had been doing~~ -
gd tings always dn last long -
That's the cycle of all things in life...Originally posted by Xiao Long Nu: gd tings always dn last long 
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it's all Si's fault..
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Not entirely...remember it takes two hands to clapOriginally posted by kohanson: it's all Si's fault.. -
actualy is the guy's fault....so easy change heartOriginally posted by kohanson: it's all Si's fault.. -
dun be sad... take consolation in the fact tat u r not married to him. My hubby strayed.. but with determination n love, i brought him back. M struggling, but at least we r movin on. I think u should confront him, he definitely owes you a explanation.Originally posted by IamAngeline:So happy we were then~~
But I think~~~ I guess~~~ I had too much happiness~~~
Things started falling apart~~~ or perhaps you were tired of me~~ suddenly what we used to be contented with was not enough for you anymore~~ from the top of heaven I fell straight into ultimate depths of hell, you no longer loved me~
Si is your classmate~ not only she's sexy~~ but she's capable of flings~~ she took you as her target~~ you did not resist~~ and you couldn't~ you fell into her hands~~
Since then~~ you often rejected going out with me~~ and would "save" your time and told me that you are going her place to teach her work~~ I was confused I did not know to take it~~ but still i trusted you cos I love you too much~ I ccouldn't make myself suspicious of you~~ Often when you were back from her place~~ you were so happy and seems to enjoy a lot at her place~~ From your couples of yout buddy that include Vin and Yao~ they knew the existence of Si~~ and even warned me about her~~
I wanted to confront you~~ but I couldn't~~~ the moment I saw your smile~~ it made me unbearable to confront you and be suspicious of what you were doing~~ the moment when you started to tell me "I love you"~~ that even made my heart grew weaker~~~
We were not as happy when we went clubbing since Si's appearance~~ you wouldd choose to dance with her instead of me~~ and me?~ I would dance among with your buddies and other guys in the club~~ I tot that might frustrate you but it didn't work~~
To get your attention, I would get myself drunk and sitting along by the riverside of Boat Quay~~ sometimes I really wanted to have a jump down into river~~ perhaps by then I would be able to leave a place in your heart forever~~ I didn't~~ I can't bear to leave my parents alone~~
Until Si went home~~ then you would come back to me and gave me a real warm hug~~ I knew it's not real~~ you were just consoling me~~ i chose to deceive myself and tolerated what you had been doing~~ -
I did not know how long can I hold on~~ but I tried my best as i could~~ And soon Si was tired of you~~ she left you and targetted on others~~
And I was glad~~ cos I knew you had come back to me again~~ I did not mind at all what you had done to Si~~ but at least you came back~~
Then I got a call from Si~~ it's such a surprise that she asked me out~~ and she said to have a talk with me~~ I went~~ I met her in Boat Quay~ and we had a drink~ She came asking me~~ How much I love you~~ and I told her I love you very much~~ I knew your relationship with her~~ that's what I told her~~
"Leave him~, he's not worthy of your love, you are a good girl~ there are much more better guys than him~~"
this is what Si replied~~
I did not take her words~~ although I knew what she said is right~~ I wanted no one else except you~~ but you did not know~~
Vin ever came approaching me umpteen times to leave you to be with him~~ but I rejected straight in his face and even scolded him for betraying your friendship with him~~ finally Vin then realised that nothing can change my love for you~~
Lighthouse Family-We are gonna be~~ that's what you always sang to me~~ I love the way you sing to me~~
Even after Si's disappearance relationship between you and me didn't turn out well~~ you found out that I went out with Si and was angry about what she told me and you even reprimanded me for believing in her words even I told you I didn't~~ And all I always told you is~~ "I just wish to have your love"~
You didn't take my words~~ yet continuing to hurt despite all the trust I had given to you~~ and all the forgiveness and tolerance I had bear it because of you~~ -
wen shi jian qi wei he wu
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how much can u trust Si's words? She could be poisoning your mind cuz Vin refuses to leave you.. If she thinks Vin is not worth your while, why is she flirting with him?Originally posted by IamAngeline:I did not know how long can I hold on~~ but I tried my best as i could~~ And soon Si was tired of you~~ she left you and targetted on others~~
And I was glad~~ cos I knew you had come back to me again~~ I did not mind at all what you had done to Si~~ but at least you came back~~
Then I got a call from Si~~ it's such a surprise that she asked me out~~ and she said to have a talk with me~~ I went~~ I met her in Boat Quay~ and we had a drink~ She came asking me~~ How much I love you~~ and I told her I love you very much~~ I knew your relationship with her~~ that's what I told her~~
"Leave him~, he's not worthy of your love, you are a good girl~ there are much more better guys than him~~"
this is what Si replied~~
I did not take her words~~ although I knew what she said is right~~ I wanted no one else except you~~ but you did not know~~
Vin ever came approaching me umpteen times to leave you to be with him~~ but I rejected straight in his face and even scolded him for being an betrayal of your friendship with him~~ finally Vin then realised that nothing can change my love for you~~
Lighthouse Family-We are gonna be~~ that's what you always sang to me~~ I love the way you sing to me~~
Even after Si's disappearance relationship between you and me didn't turn out well~~ you found out that I went out with Si and was angry about what she told me and you even reprimanded me for believing in her words even I told you I didn't~~ And all I always told you is~~ "I just wish to have your love"~
You didn't take my words~~ yet continuing to hurt despite all the trust I had given to you~~ and all the forgiveness and tolerance I had bear it because of you~~