week 30/6/03
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Morning everyone..
today's my last day at work.. feeling quite 'relieved' in a way. But i'll definitely miss my collegues and e food here hehe
how's everyone this morning?
know that beanie sis is away at Desar.. hope she's enjoying
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good morning girl
not too bad this morning... after this, you get a week's break.. rest yah?
trying to do some work this morning although my brain is still in bed... caffeine didn't help
looked like you enjoyed your weekend -
yeah a week of break.. but would be out almost everyday i guess to catch up with frenz etc..Originally posted by the Bear:good morning girl
not too bad this morning... after this, you get a week's break.. rest yah?
trying to do some work this morning although my brain is still in bed... caffeine didn't help
looked like you enjoyed your weekend
hmm brain still in bed? why not go wash ur face? might wake u up :p
or go walk ard in e sun? lolx
yeap i did enjoy my wkend
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aiyah, did all that already
still asleep... i think it's coz i tossed and turned in bed until around 2 in the morning... thinking of my ex
it happens...
in a while, going to use my willpower to wake myself up... physically draining but tonight, maybe have an early night.. i tried last night but couldn't sleep anyway...
wish i could have a week's breakOriginally posted by oceanic:yeah a week of break.. but would be out almost everyday i guess to catch up with frenz etc..
hmm brain still in bed? why not go wash ur face? might wake u up :p
or go walk ard in e sun? lolx
yeap i did enjoy my wkend -
its common i guess 2 think of ur ex... i do sometimes too but lesser now. Feel no point... just remember those memories will do..Originally posted by the Bear:aiyah, did all that already
still asleep... i think it's coz i tossed and turned in bed until around 2 in the morning... thinking of my ex
it happens...
in a while, going to use my willpower to wake myself up... physically draining but tonight, maybe have an early night.. i tried last night but couldn't sleep anyway...
wish i could have a week's break
a wk break? u can if u choose 2 tke leave
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yah... i guess... i love her.. and i miss her terribly.. so i do think of her very very often, almost all the time
there is a situation which made me think of her in an even more focussed way... but i cannot reveal it... i guess it's my lot in life and i'm not complaining... my creed: love.. damn the consequences
as for leave, i wish i can... since i'm about to be transferred, i'm clearing out as much as possible so the next guy does not have to grope around...
then in a week, my colleague is going for reservist so i have to cover his duties... soldier on i guess....Originally posted by oceanic:its common i guess 2 think of ur ex... i do sometimes too but lesser now. Feel no point... just remember those memories will do..
a wk break? u can if u choose 2 tke leave -
thats loveOriginally posted by the Bear:yah... i guess... i love her.. and i miss her terribly.. so i do think of her very very often, almost all the time
there is a situation which made me think of her in an even more focussed way... but i cannot reveal it... i guess it's my lot in life and i'm not complaining... my creed: love.. damn the consequences
as for leave, i wish i can... since i'm about to be transferred, i'm clearing out as much as possible so the next guy does not have to grope around...
then in a week, my colleague is going for reservist so i have to cover his duties... soldier on i guess....
when u love e person alot, u tend 2 miss her/him and think of her all day long
poor u gotta work so hard.. u deserved a gd rest :p -
been like this since we've gotten together almost every waking moment i think of her... and i bet when i dream too
as for working, i've been slacking off recently
trying to get my head back into my work... i guess it's the heartbreak that's murder on my work... trying to pick up the pieces.Originally posted by oceanic:thats love
when u love e person alot, u tend 2 miss her/him and think of her all day long
poor u gotta work so hard.. u deserved a gd rest :p -
been so cold over here as usual.. can't tke e cold despite wearing long sleeve top and my hands are freezing cold.. wonder if it cause my hand 2 be in pain lolOriginally posted by the Bear:been like this since we've gotten together almost every waking moment i think of her... and i bet when i dream too
as for working, i've been slacking off recently
trying to get my head back into my work... i guess it's the heartbreak that's murder on my work... trying to pick up the pieces.
sometimes i really wonder how can u carry on? i mean u love her so much yet we dunno wat happen in e future but u're still strong and carrying on -
poor thing.. hmm.. maybe in future, when you're working, or doing your internship, if it gets too cold, get gloves? or visit the ladies' often to thaw out with the hand dryer?
here, i'm kinda stuck.. my forearm is cold and aching... but the rest of me is all right.. decided to wear a jacket anyway and am roasting but it keeps my aching forearm warm
as for carrying on, i have to was at Mass yesterday evening... Mass commemorated the apostles, Peter and Paul...
Peter, a fisherman by trade who became the father of the church... he denied Jesus 3 times, was beside himself, cried until he is depicted with tearstains down his face from the weeping... but he soldiered on, his love for Christ never wavered...
Paul, who was Saul, wrote the name of Jesus in his letters 143 times, after his conversion was unwavering in his faith and love for Christ... and he was persecuted.. yet he kept on...
Love... and nevermind the consequences of it...
can i do any less?Originally posted by oceanic:been so cold over here as usual.. can't tke e cold despite wearing long sleeve top and my hands are freezing cold.. wonder if it cause my hand 2 be in pain lol
sometimes i really wonder how can u carry on? i mean u love her so much yet we dunno wat happen in e future but u're still strong and carrying on -
morning to all!
bear, true love never ceases.. i'm sure u fully agree with that..
if, and a big if, someone special comes into your life... would you give her a chance? -
someone already did
as for another, i don't think it'd be fair of me if everytime i close my eyes, i see her...
it's all or nothing with me.. and for things such as love, it has to be all or nothing.. that is commitment... anything less, i'd say i'm cheating on her..
that's just me... and over some soul-searching, i find myself to be like this...Originally posted by sillyme:morning to all!
bear, true love never ceases.. i'm sure u fully agree with that..
if, and a big if, someone special comes into your life... would you give her a chance? -
well i can't tell u how to love..
love works in wonderous ways.. i do hope love come looking for you and you eventually find wat you have been seeking.. -
True love never endsOriginally posted by the Bear:poor thing.. hmm.. maybe in future, when you're working, or doing your internship, if it gets too cold, get gloves? or visit the ladies' often to thaw out with the hand dryer?
here, i'm kinda stuck.. my forearm is cold and aching... but the rest of me is all right.. decided to wear a jacket anyway and am roasting but it keeps my aching forearm warm
as for carrying on, i have to was at Mass yesterday evening... Mass commemorated the apostles, Peter and Paul...
Peter, a fisherman by trade who became the father of the church... he denied Jesus 3 times, was beside himself, cried until he is depicted with tearstains down his face from the weeping... but he soldiered on, his love for Christ never wavered...
Paul, who was Saul, wrote the name of Jesus in his letters 143 times, after his conversion was unwavering in his faith and love for Christ... and he was persecuted.. yet he kept on...
Love... and nevermind the consequences of it...
can i do any less?
sorry was away doing other things.. lunch time coming again
morning sillymeeeeee ~~ -
no one said it would be easy
but no one said it'd be this hard
heck! i'm tough for love, i'd go through anything and not call it suffering
lunchtime... colleague wants to go to simlim again... finally getting his damned digital cam... gone there about 6 times with him already... and dunno how many times he went himself!
wonder if the samseng shopkeepers will bash him? -
hehe guess for me i ain't too tough on love.. come den gd, never come den wait heheOriginally posted by the Bear:no one said it would be easy
but no one said it'd be this hard
heck! i'm tough for love, i'd go through anything and not call it suffering
lunchtime... colleague wants to go to simlim again... finally getting his damned digital cam... gone there about 6 times with him already... and dunno how many times he went himself!
wonder if the samseng shopkeepers will bash him?
sim lim again? lolx
anyway good things doesn't come easy. hope ur collegue gets e right and e gd one -
good noon oceanic...
today catching up with 3 weeks.. still in first gear...
Originally posted by oceanic:True love never ends
sorry was away doing other things.. lunch time coming again
morning sillymeeeeee ~~ -
eheh back from lunch :p got work 2 do now.. stupid boss ask me do sth ehheOriginally posted by sillyme:good noon oceanic...
today catching up with 3 weeks.. still in first gear... -
i never got out of neutral
momentum's going to give out to friction and inertia soonOriginally posted by sillyme:good noon oceanic...
today catching up with 3 weeks.. still in first gear... -
it's ok for stupid boss to ask you do things.. better than boss asking you to do stupid thingsOriginally posted by oceanic:eheh back from lunch :p got work 2 do now.. stupid boss ask me do sth ehhe
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i had a stupid boss who tried to get me to do stupid and dangerous things before...
caused an almighty row... he backed down because he was in the wrong, and was wise enough to realise he was stupidOriginally posted by sillyme:it's ok for stupid boss to ask you do things.. better than boss asking you to do stupid things -
ah.. but if he realises he is stupid, then it's wise of him to do that.. hehhe... stupidity and stubborness make a lousy combo..Originally posted by the Bear:i had a stupid boss who tried to get me to do stupid and dangerous things before...
caused an almighty row... he backed down because he was in the wrong, and was wise enough to realise he was stupid -
perhaps u shouldn't refer to her as yr ex. i mean, not too long ago you were planning to meet up....and its not as if she called it off happily.......so you are still waiting for the right time right? and I presume there is still some email or SMS with her.....not yr ex, but the one u love......Originally posted by the Bear:poor thing.. hmm.. maybe in future, when you're working, or doing your internship, if it gets too cold, get gloves? or visit the ladies' often to thaw out with the hand dryer?
here, i'm kinda stuck.. my forearm is cold and aching... but the rest of me is all right.. decided to wear a jacket anyway and am roasting but it keeps my aching forearm warm
as for carrying on, i have to was at Mass yesterday evening... Mass commemorated the apostles, Peter and Paul...
Peter, a fisherman by trade who became the father of the church... he denied Jesus 3 times, was beside himself, cried until he is depicted with tearstains down his face from the weeping... but he soldiered on, his love for Christ never wavered...
Paul, who was Saul, wrote the name of Jesus in his letters 143 times, after his conversion was unwavering in his faith and love for Christ... and he was persecuted.. yet he kept on...
Love... and nevermind the consequences of it...
can i do any less?
ah, a bible exposition right here in this thread.....indeed Peter and Paul persevered....but another perspective may reveal that the ultimate perserverance is demonstrated by God i.e. that man's feeble attempts to be faithful are incomparable to the unfathomable love of God....after all after Peter denied Jesus, he was a wreck, gone back to fishing...until Jesus whom he denied came and sought him specifically three times : Simon do you love me? and on the affirmative, Jesus accepted and commissioned him: feed my sheep. Without that restoring contact, Peter would never have served with that zeal.................and poor old Saul was zealous all right- persecuting Christians.....until Jesus met him on the road to dasmascus, not to execute him, but to accept him and comission him to be apostle to the gentiles.....and Paul never forgot that...in later life he referred to himself as least of all the saints.
The so-called saints are very human, but submitted to God they were greatly used. -
he realised if he kept at his line, he was going to be very publicly humiliated... and not by me but by himself because i actually warned him about his course of action... something he wanted me to do and i refused...
he was not a good man.. in fact, he would refuse to commit to anything and expected the subordinate officer to make the decisions so that he has "culpable denial"...
in the end, all it took was one officer to stand his ground to make him back down...
have to say i scared the hell out of all the others there who did not stand their ground...Originally posted by sillyme:ah.. but if he realises he is stupid, then it's wise of him to do that.. hehhe... stupidity and stubborness make a lousy combo.. -
did this happened while serving army>?? why officers??Originally posted by the Bear:he realised if he kept at his line, he was going to be very publicly humiliated... and not by me but by himself because i actually warned him about his course of action... something he wanted me to do and i refused...
he was not a good man.. in fact, he would refuse to commit to anything and expected the subordinate officer to make the decisions so that he has "culpable denial"...
in the end, all it took was one officer to stand his ground to make him back down...
have to say i scared the hell out of all the others there who did not stand their ground...